Zero Heartbeats (Completed)

35th Heartbeat

Feelings

I bit my lower lip as he moved away and stared at my blushing face.  I can still feel how his soft lips touched my forehead. Am I able to trust him again?

"I'll be waiting for you at the shore." he slowly muttered before he gave me a smile and swam away. I watched him how he strokes along the cold water. 

Dahan Dahan kong kinapa ang puso ko at pinakiramdaman ang tibok nito. It's very ironic how my heart beats rapidly when it comes to him. He never fails to amuse me.

I shook my head and felt the heat of the striking sun across my face.  I swam away and do my last swim.  Nang maisipan ko nang umahon ay biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko at nagsimulang uminit ang mga pisnge ko. I can see him standing beautifully at the side of the rock where my things are and for damn sakes his topless and he looks very hot with the water dripping down on his body. I bit my lip as he fixed his damp hair then realization hits me.  I'm only wearing my underwear! paano ako ngayon aahon na ganoon ang suot ko!?  Nakakahiya damn it.

Nilubog ko ulit ang katawan ko sa tubig at napalunok ako ng laway bago sumigaw.

"turn away!" I shouted and looked away

I quickly glanced at him and I saw him frowning at me that made me rolled my eyes.

"Aahon ako kaya tumalikod ka!  Tsk scumbag "

Napatingin ako sa kanya ulit at nakita ko siyang Napangiti at napailing nalang bago tumalikod sa direksyon ko.  I inhaled a deep breathe before I slowly walk towards the shore and when my feet touches the land I briskly run towards my towel and covered myself up.  Sinimulan ko ng patuyuin ang sarili ko "magbibihis Lang ako" sabi ko at naglakad patago sa isang bato Malayo Kay wyle at nagbihis na ng bagong damit at ng matapos na ako ay niligpit ko ang mga basa kong damit at inayos ang sarili.

I stopped and watched him leaning on the side of the fence near our car. Nakasuot na siya ng damit at Malayo ang kanyang mga tanaw.  He looks so perfect standing there with his messy hair that is flowing through the wind and the slight sunlight which is touching his face.

I shook my head and bit my lip and walk towards him I was drying my hair when he noticed and looked at my direction. He smiled right away the moment his eyes landed on mine. Tumigil ako sa harapan niya at Tumingin sa kanya.

"wyle " I whispered his name when he caressed my hair and slowly put the lose strands behind my ear

Hindi umalis ang mga mata namin sa isat isa habang dinadama ang ihip ng malamig na hangin "you're so beautiful,  I should've told you that before" he muttered slowly without looking away from my eyes

Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko at sunod sunod na paglunok ang ginawa ko. Napahigpit ang kapit ko sa hawak kong bag at tuwalya sa oras na narinig ko ang mga sinambit niyang salita. I gently licked my lower lip and bit it afterwards to suppress my overflowing feelings towards him I know that Im still in love with him but I don't know if I can trust him again.

"please stop what you're doing to your lip. Baka Hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko" daing niyang sabi at Dahan dahang inabot ang labi ko at hinaplos ng Marahan. Nakatingin lng ako sa kanya habang ginagawa niya yun sa labi ko "damn baby I really want your lips" he whispered again before he pulled me for a tight hug I can feel how his heart beats rapidly the moment our body pressed firmly towards each other "but this is not the right time for that" he whispered through my ear. I gasped when he kissed my neck and I can feel my goosebumps on my body

I

closed my eyes and took a deep breathe before I slowly uttered the things I really wanted to ask "d-do you have feelings for me w-wyle? " Naramdaman kong natigilan siya sa ginagawa niyang pagsinghot sa buhok ko at unti unting Lumayo sa akin. Hinawakan niya ang magkabila kong Balikat at tumingin ng mabuti sa mga mata ko. 

Huminga siya ng malalim bago sagutin ang tanong ko. He gave me modest smile and squeeze my shoulders "I like you Zhari. I don't know when but I just found myself liking you. I can't live without you,baby please give us a chance" he caressed my right cheek with his soft hand as I stare at his gentle and sincere eyes. Should I trust him again?  Can I give us a second chance?  What if he's not certain?  He likes me. He has feelings for me but I'm scared, cause if you'll try to look deeper at the corner of it,  feelings can deceive people.

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