Sebastian Stan Imagines

«I'm Tired- Sebastian»

Title: I'm Tired
WC: 713

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This is part where I am suppose to love you. This is the part where I cry in pain. But here I stand figuring it all out. This stupid fight. This stupid fight for the love of yours isn't worth it.

"Why did you do it?" Those words I scream at you. Not in pain of my love being used. No. In pain of letting myself be controlled by you.

"I don't know what you're talking about!" Those words you spoke hit me in the heart. The tears of anger.

"I wish I never kissed you. I wished I never loved you. I wished I never met you. I wish I never, ever let my eyes land on you!" I walked out the room. I slammed the door. I should've listened to him earlier.

Sebastian. My best friend. He's always there for me. He's always right.

I arrive at the apartment. Dried tear stains I feel on my face. A sniffle. I knock on the door so lifeless. He opens the door. I lift my head and eyes to met his.

"Kristina?" He looked sacred. He looked confused. He looked worried.

"I'm tried," I spoke softly. It's true. I am tired. Tried of being used. Sebastian step to the side. He let me in. I looked away from him and walked in. I walked to the couch. I sat down on the couch. I then lay down. I closed my eyes. I hear Sebastian walk over. I lift my head up. He sits down and I lay it on his right leg. He starts to play with my hair. I smile in the relaxation I'm able to finally get.

"Kristina what's wrong?" I opened my eyes and looked at him. I smiled.

"I left him finally. I'm free. I'm not controlled anymore. I'm me, now. Me." He stared at me with those blue eyes. Shock was in them.

"Sebastian!" The voice was his girlfriend. She is okay with me and what I'm doing. Hell she was also the one who told me to leave JT, as well as Sebastian. She arrived in the living room. She noticed the position we both are in.

"Oh no. What happened?" She knows something is wrong when actually it's not. Everything seems to be perfect now.

"Sebastian. That friend of yours? Patrick is his name, right? I wanna meet him." Sebastian smiled at the words. He nodded his head. I sat up, off of Sebastian's leg. I looked at his girlfriend. She has a smile wide.

"You left JT didn't you?" I nodded my head. She smiled even more.

"Took you long enough. I was wondering when I had to beat the shit out of him." I smiled. I nodded my head. I stood up. I took a deep breath and let it out.

"I'm perfectly fine now."

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Here I am standing with my best friend. He walks me down the isle. I looked around. I see the flower pedals on the ground. I see the faces I love and soon will love with all my heart.

"I cant believe this is happening." I smiled and nodded my head with him. I looked to the person who stands there. Patrick.

"Sebastian. I'm not tired anymore." I looked at him then back at Patrick.

"I know you aren't. I'm happy you aren't. You're the best thing that's happened in my life. My best friend. I don't know how I could live without you. So this is the hardest thing I've ever done." Sebastian spoke to me. We arrived to front of the church. Patrick put his hand out. I grabbed it. I felt my smile widen even more. Sebastian claimed he is giving me away. I stand here in front of Patrick.

My new love. My new life. My new beginning. My new everything.

He doesn't make me tired. He doesn't control me. He doesn't make me be dependent on him. He's the exact opposite of the man my ex was. He's everything.

"Thank you," I spoke to him. He seemed a bit confused.

"For what?" I looked down at our hands. I looked back up to him. I stare into those blue eyes of his. I see the yellow around pupils.

"For not making me tired."

A/N

Yes I am back. I've been thinking lately (for two months now) to come back. Now I am not as busy as I once was. Well for now. I have until December to get my shit together. By December I may have everything planned out. So therefore that means I have a plan. Every Friday, hopefully, I will post an image. Maybe I will post an occasional extra one if I feel like it or if the build of ideas get to the point of need to get rid of them. But anyways I'm back. I hope y'all love what I have to come.

~Winter❄️