Title: One of Us
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The woman opens the door humming the song, she slips the shoes off her feet. She walks in the miss matched socks as she holds the paper bag full of food. She arrives to the kitchen. The phone dings, there she sees the text message. She closes her eyes, heartache as she misses the man she loves. She types back to him that she loves him. She soon turns the playlist on. The song starts to play.
"They pass me by, all those great romances."
Sebastian sighs, the three words that make him miss her more. Someone call his name which makes him look from the phone. There he sees his buddy with a smile on his face which makes him force a smile. If only they could tell he misses the love of his life.
"Sebastian, did you hear, we're going out with the boys!" The buddy wrap his arm around Sebastian's shoulders. Sebastian tries to not sigh in sadness at the new found information. He nods his head to the buddy.
"Sounds great!" The happiness was gone in his voice, the buddy couldn't tell. The buddy nods his head and runs off to the next person. The forced smile leaves his face. The ding shows up, he smiles as he realizes something about how he loves her.
"It's as if you're robbing me of my rightful chances," he mutters to himself. He looks up with the smile of love and missing his love.
"My picture clear, everything seemed so easy."
Kristina sighs as she starts to sway her hips to the song. The memories go through her mind. Why does he have to be an actor, she asks herself. She looks down to the counter as she thinks. The ding makes her stop and shake her head.
"And so I dealt you the blow, one of us had to go," she closes her eyes as she sings the words. Her hand flat against the counter.
"Now it's different, I want you to know..."
Sebastian walks to the trailer, telling someone that he's going to not make the event tonight. He gets to the bed and lays down on it. The ding pops up, he looks to the text. The tears in his eyes as he looks to the forced happy photo of her. He can tell she isn't happy at all.
"One of us is crying, one of us is lying."
Kristina's eyes fill with tears after she sent the photo, she can tell how forced she looks. She just misses the man so much... especially on their anniversary.
"In her lonely bed," she chokes out in pain. She looks up to the ceiling, the tears slowly fall down her face, the look of pain printed all over face. She feels so stupid and idiotic. If only I tell him, she thinks in her head.
"Staring at the ceiling... wishing she was somewhere else instead."
"One of us is lonely"
Sebastian stares as he holds his phone, an hour after he texted her with no reply. He sits up with that depressed face of his.
"One of us is only waiting for a call," he sings softly to himself. He swings his legs over the bed and puts his phone on the counter. He grabs the clothes and heads to the bathroom. He closes the door and throws the clothes on the counter. He slips the clothes off and turns the water on. He soon slips in the shower, the hot water hit his body. He rests his head on the wall.
"Sorry for himself, feeling stupid, feeling small," he sings in the air as he starts to clean his body. He soon finishes as he tries to find the happiness in himself only to find none. He dried himself to change into the pajamas and opens the door. He sees his phone all lit up only to look away when he hears a knock from outside. He walks to the door, there he finds Chris stand there, the man knows Sebastian isn't being his normal self.
"Sebastian... we need to talk." Sebastian sighs as he walks off inside. Chris lets himself in and closes the door behind him. Chris sits down on the chair as Sebastian sits in another.
"Wishing he had never left at all," Sebastian speaks softly in pain. Chris sighs to Sebastian who knows he's home sick.
"I saw myself as concealed attraction."
Kristina finishes her shower, noticing she took an hour to respond to Sebastian. She sighs at herself, she shakes her head. She picks the phone up and hits 'call'. The phone rings only to go straight to voicemail.
"I felt me keep you away from the heat and action... just like a child, stubborn and misconceiving," she sings softly. The phone soon tells her the message is up. She looks to the phone to find nothing. She closes her eyes as she feels the pain in her small heart.
"That's how I started the show," she sings as the knock on the door goes in the air. She turns around and walks towards the door. There she opens to find her best friend, Sarah.
"Sarah, what are you doing here?" Sarah can tell the pain in Kristina's voice. Kristina soon notices the phone that is next to her ear.
"Yeah, she's most definitely depressed." Kristina taken aback but the girl's words. Sarah soon hangs up and puts the phone in her pocket.
"I already ordered the pizza, it'll be here soon." Sarah pushes Kristina inside as she slams the door shut.
"One of us had to go"
Sebastian sits there with Chris, the man got Sebastian to talk about his feelings finally.
"Now I've changed my mind," Sebastian mutters to Chris.
Kristina sits with Sarah as they start to eat the pizza.
"And I want you to know." Kristina warns Sarah, this makes the girl worry. Kristina sighs and runs a hand through her hair.
"One of us is crying," Sebastian tells Chris. The man stares at the one who obviously is in pain.
"One of us is lying in her lonely bed," Kristina tells Sarah as she stands up to throw the pizza box away.
"Staring at the ceiling," Sebastian says after Chris left the trailer. He locks the door on the trailer.
"Wishing she was somewhere else instead," Kristina sings as she walks to her bed after Sarah had to leave. Kristina climbs in the bed as the pain goes through her heart.
"Wishing for a call," Sebastian stares at the phone that sits at the same place from earlier. Chris' pep talk did nothing to Sebastian.
"Sorry for herself, feeling stupid, feeling small," Kristina sings to herself in her lonely bed that usually has two instead of one.
"Wishing he had never left at all," He stares at the clock on his nightstand.
"Never left at all," she closes her eyes, wishing he could just come back to her.
"Staring at the ceiling," he lays on his back as he stays hopelessly awake in heartache.
"Wishing she was somewhere else instead," Kristina finishes. The song inside her head finishes as her heart breaks.
Sebastian stares at the ceiling, the song ends in his heart as he misses her more. He groans and flips onto his stomach.
"I hate this!"
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