Sebastian Stan Imagines

«College Sucks- Sebastian»

Title: College Sucks

Relationship: Roommates

Summary: College AU. Sebastian and Kristina didn't get off a good start.

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I carried the last box into my new dorm room. I saw that no one else was in so I had chosen the bed on the right. I started to unpack my boxes. I had unpacked everything when he walked in. I hadn't noticed he walked in. So when I turn around to see some guy with his shirt off I screamed.

"I know I'm hot but no need to scream about it." The guy winked at me. I looked at him in disgust.

"I screamed because you scared me."
"Oh. Well I take you're my roommate?"
"I thought our roommate was suppose to be the same gender."
"Not for us since they had odd guys and girls." He told me. I groaned. I flopped on my bed. I could tell I was already going going to hate him.

"Sebastian." He spoke up. I lifted just my head up.

"What?"
"My name is Sebastian."
"Oh. Kristina."
"Pretty name for a hot girl." He spoke. I saw him smirk. I just rolled my eyes and laid my head back down. I had started to fall asleep until a bitch of a roommate decided it was best of he just flopped down next to me. I groaned. I turn to look at him. He was looking at me with a sly grin.

"Hi. What ya need?"
"A hot babe like you."
"Don't fuckin' mess with me."
"Awe is that blush I see?" He asked me. My cheesy smile was erased to annoyed look.

"Why are you on my bed?"
"Because I like it a lot more than mine." He told me. I rolled my eyes.

"I'm going out to eat." I said as I got up. I looked at the clock. Dinner time. I walked to the door. I turned to him.

"Wanna come along?"
"Is that a date you're asking for?"
"Know what fuck you. I try to be nice is this is what I fucking get." I tell him and then left. I slammed the door on my way out.

Third

Sebastian got up when he heard her footsteps get quieter. He smirked. He got up and walked to the desk that was right next to Kristina's bed. He searched through it. Then he found it. Her diary. He smirked.

He walked to her bed. He messed it up as much as he could. Then he opened the book. He went to the last page.

July 29

Dear Diary,

Well today is the WORSE day of my life. Alex the guy I was dating decided to cheat on me with Sydney. All I did was love him and he decided to cheat on me. Oh also the depression has been worsening. My parents keep yelling how I need to get out more often when I'm more active than my damn brother, Kyle. The thoughts became darker every time I have a free time to just think. And now I found out my boyfriend has been cheating on me. Oh also he made it public and is trying to say we are still together and that I don't care. I wish I could die. Great the thoughts are back. Oh also the images have came back too.

Sebastian

I looked up. I saw the tear stains on the page. I looked back down. I flipped page to page trying to find a happy page. I finally did. In the front.

February 10

Dear Diary,

Well let's do this. Now that I have you I plane on writing in you everyday. Hoping that the dreams would go away. Well that's all I'm writing.

That's the happiest page in this book. I looked up. I see Kristina walk in. I shoot up from the bed. Tears in my eyes. She looked at me confused. Then she saw what's in my hands. Her eyes widen.

"What the fuck?" She asked me as she rolled the book out of my hands.

"Don't worry I didn't read any of it." I tell her as my voice cracked. I don't know why. She looked at me.

"Good." She told me. She walked to her bed. She slid it down in between the cracks of her bed and wall. Her arm is tinny enough to just go down and pick it up. I got on my bed. I looked at the wall.

She has depression. And she's going through a tough time with her ex.

Wait why do I care?

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Kristina

It's been a five months since I moved her. Classes had let us go on break since it's almost Christmas time. I heard Sebastian once say he moved from Romania. Far away from home. My home is not that far. It's only like a 12 hour drive. I plan on not going down. My parents seemed happy that I finally had left their sights.

I walked in the room. I groan and took the scarf and hat off. I walked to my bed and flopped on it. I'm so glad that student can stay here in the dorms. But the problem is that Sebastian is staying here too.

I had noticed that Sebastian earlier today had said he's going partying with some friends right after school. I sighed. Then the voices came. They had left me once I arrived here. And to be honest I was actually getting happier. But the voices. They came back.

"Just die already."
"Remember that knife you have in your desk?"
"If I were you I would've used it by now and I would've been six feet under too."
"Why are you still here? You're lonely and no body cares about you. Just do it already?"
"You do know no body is gonna miss you when you're gone?"

The voices. They're voices from high school. Tears now falling down my face. I curled up in a ball afraid of the world. I cried and cried. I tried to keep the sobs in since these walls are thin but it didn't last long.

"Why are you such a freak? No body cares about you. Not even you're own damn family!" I yelled at myself. I got up and walked over to my desk. I pulled the knife out. I look at it coldly. I brought the blade to my neck. I didn't hear the door open. I closed my eyes.

"Kristina!" I heard a voice yell. My eyes widen. I dropped the knife. They ran up to me. I dropped to my knees. They dropped to theirs. It's Sebastian.

He wrapped his arms around me. I cry in his shoulder.

"I'm a freak."
"No you aren't. You're amazing. You're perfect. Yeah you're weird but that's the amazing thing about you. You aren't afraid to show the real you." He softly whispered into my ear. He rubbed circles on my back.

"W-Why?"
"Because I've gotten close to you." He told me. He pulled away. I looked into his eyes.

"Also you think you're alone going through you're family not loving you. But you're not."
"Y-You rea-"
"I read it everyday when you're gone. It makes me know how you feel about this world we call home."
"Why?"
"Because I realized that I'm not alone on this trip called life. That people go through things just like me. That's why." He told me. I had this urge. An urge I couldn't fight anymore. I pulled him close to me. My lips on his. He was shocked at first but he kissed back. He put his hands on my waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck. We pull away.

"T-Thank you."
"Anything for you babe." He used the name I hated but I didn't care anymore. Well I hated it because it made my heart flutter. I just pull him in again. I pull away.

"Don't use that name."
"Why?"
"Use it again you'll find out."
"Ba-"