Master Casanova (Master #1) (Completed)

MCCO 9 - #Strangers

Chapter 9

I cried silently at the back of the gymnasium kung saan walang makakakita sakin. I feel so broken and tired from what happened today.

It still hurts. Why would Staven call me whore? Ganoon na ba kadaling kalimutan lanat ng pinagsamahan namin? Wouldn't he believe what I have just said? Na walang nangyari samin kasi mahal ko siya?

Or is he making reasons just to end it with me?

I was about to go when I saw a pair of shoes in front of me. Nang tingalain ko ito nakita ko kaagad ang seryosong mukha ni Castielle.

Nanlaki ang mata ko. Paano niya nalamang narito ako?

"P-Paano mo nalam—"

"Stand up," he demanded using his cold and angry tone.

Dahil sa kabang naramdaman ay sumunod ako sa kaniya. The way he stare at me feels like I did something wrong in his eyes.

"Why did you left me there? Ayaw mo bang marinig ang sagot ng mahal mo?" he asked mockingly.

Napaawang ang bibig ko. "Hinanap mo ba ko para lang sabihin 'yan? Para ipamukha sakin na tama ka?"

I thought he would smirked or flash his mocking smile but he didn't. He just stare at me intensely that I could faint pero naiinis ako sa kaniya.

"Ano? Masaya kana? He really did cheated on me. Hindi niya ko mahal so here I am broke and fucking dumb!"

Kumunot ang noo niya, "Why the fuck would I be happy?" mariin niyang tanong.

"You want me to cheat, right? You made that fucking proposition para magawa ang gusto mong gawin. Pinahirapan mo ko para sumuko ako nang may mapatunayan ka!"

I shouldn't be mad—not to him pero hindi ko maiwasang ibunton sa kaniya lahat ng sakit at galit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

He laughed sarcastically, "So kasalanan ko pa? I only want you to realized how stupid of you to be loyal from that fucker!" asik niya. Galit na.

"Walang nag-utos sayo na gawin 'yun!"

"Hindi ba pwedeng nagmagandang loob lang dahil nakakaawa ka!?"

Natigilan ako sa sinabi ni Castielle. Nakakaawa? Pakiramdam ko mas tumaas ang level ng galit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

"Mag-t-thank you na ba 'ko dahil naaawa ka sakin? Because of pity halos gawin mo kong alila at gusto mo pang maka-make out—or even so! Higit pa ro'n!"

Kitang-kita ko ang nag-aalab niyang mata tila nagpipigil. Well, I am fucking mad too!

He was about to say something but he was trying t stop himself. Tila may gustong sabihin pero mukhang ayaw sabihin. But then he spoke.

"Do you think gano'n kana ka-special para pagtuonan ko ng pansin!?" asik niya tila napigtas na ang pasensya.

Nanlaki ang mata ko. "Wala akong sinasabi!"

Mataman niya akong tinignan, "Look, Miss. Natuwa lang ako sa'yo but you're not special kaya wag kang maarte. You're lucky enough na napansin kita." mariin niyang sinabi bago niya ako layasan.

Ang kapaaaaaal!

Halos ihagis ko sa kaniya ang isang pares ng sapatos ko dahil sa inis. I frustratedly sighed while watching him walk away.

Fuck you, Castielle! Fuck you!
Sino bang nagsabi na pansinin niya 'ko!!??

Para akong wala sa sarili habang pauwi ako. Nasa Japan ngayon si Papa kaya ako lang ang tao sa bahay, except kay Tuning. Gusto ko sanang ayain si Erene lumabas dahil pakiramdam ko sasabog nako—but I will only see that fuck boy. He's everywhere!