Master Casanova (Master #1) (Completed)

MCCO 50 - #Path

Chapter 50

Nakatitig lamang ako sa laptop ko at sa ticket na bigay ni Arixton. I would like to ask him why he's doing this?

Given that he was apologizing, but is he really sure that Castielle doesn't hate me for what my father almost did to his mother?

At isa pa, I don't want to hurt my father. Pinapahirapan niya lang ako. Hindi ko pwedeng iwan nalang ang Papa ko at piliin ang lalakeng anak ng babaeng mahal niya.

The ticket he gave me was rare. Ako ang pipili ng araw kung kailan at anong oras ako aalis. This is kind the weird though mukhang legit dahil galing sa isang kilalang airlines.

I don't really know kung hanggang saan ang kaya niyang gawin. It's like he could do everything he wants. How is that even possible?

Hindi na nga ako nagtaka kung bakit alam niyang buntis ako. Does he have eyes or may mga alagad nanaman siyang umaaligid sakin ng hindi ko alam? Damn it.

I type a reply to the email he was using.

"I can't do it. But, please give me time if you're really apologizing. Don't tell him yet."

Wala akong natanggap na reply mula kay Arixton, but I could feel that he's considering dahil wala pa akong natatanggap na balitang alam na ni Castielle.

Days had passed and it was now December and now I'm 3 months pregnant. Hindi pa naman halata ang tiyan ko pero sumasakit na ang mga kalamnan ko.

Plus, Jackson was really taking care of me, so as Erene. Kapag nagkikita kami ay hindi niya kasama si Ivan dahil baka mahalata.

Kadalasan ay kaming dalawa lang ni Ivan ang magkasama dahil may sarili ring lakad ang dalawa dahil may balak ng magpakasal. Akalain mo nga't magkakatuloyan sila.

I remember Erene and I's conversation about love days ago because she would always convince me to go to England.

She said Ivan and her aren't a perfect couple. They fight, they misunderstand each other but by trusting each other their relationship got stronger.

She wants me to trust again, that maybe if I do it, I could give a better future for our baby.

But, how would I do that? Maybe I could trust him again, maybe I could try again, but I'm scared.

Natatakot ako na baka hindi niya nako tanggapin. Natatakot ako na magalit si Papa sakin. Natatakot ako na baka balang araw huli nako.

I am back working in the hospital. Next year na ang balik ni Jackson sa Korea, gusto ko sanang sumama pero ayokong iwan si Papa.

I was getting myself ready in the locker room when someone barged in at sa sobrang bilis hindi ko na namalayan ang lahat ng pangyayari at saka ko naramdaman ang isang sampal.

It was like a dejavú. Inside the locker room, another girl harassed me. Back then it was Aebril na hindi ko alam kung sa'ng lupalop na and now... si Loraine na akala ko kasama ni Castielle sa England.

"Ang kapal talaga ng mukha mo, ano? If I were you... If I have the fucking power! Susundan ko siya!" galit na galit niyang sinabi.

Napaawang ang labi ko habang hawak ang pisngeng sinampal niya.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" asik ko.

Napakagat labi siya. "You should be fucking grateful! You should! But here you are! Nandito ka parin kaya walang kwenta ang pagsasakripisyo ko!" she hissed and nearly cried.

Kumirot ang puso ko. Her dagger eyes were like a wakeup call that she wasn't with Castielle and Castielle doesn't have a plan of marrying her.

"H-Hindi ka niya pakakasalan?" tanong ko.