Master Casanova (Master #1) (Completed)

MCCO 20 - #Fell

Chapter 20

December is here now and holidays are fast approaching. Probably, some people are now excited but as for me, having only Papa in the house is a bit lonely on New Year—except of course if Erene and her family join us.

One month ago, I've been marked by someone that I don't want to be acquainted with and I don't know what could be the changes.

I regret it, alright. Not because I didn't want that pleasure, but because I let him, the Master Casanova, who my enemy is, pleasured me was wrong.

But from the passing month, hindi ko nagawang ipaalam sa kaniyang ayoko na sa plano namin. That I want to back out on our deal, 'cause I already told him that he owns me and I couldn't back out.

Hindi na ulit nangyari 'yun, but my inner voice was anticipating for him to worship me like that again. And also after that, we stopped making out like he was being careful.

After all, naumpisahan niya na ang pagpapaikot kay Aebril. And in this month, Castielle told me they were hanging out in secret because of Staven.

Staven in the other hand is always in our house at night kapag may lihim na tagpo si Aebril at Castielle na hindi niya alam. Hindi ko naman masabi dahil natatakot ako. Natatakot akong malaman niya ang ginagawa namin ni Castielle.

Malamig parin ang pakikitungo ko kay Staven, but I know I already forgave him. Yun nga lang ay pakiramdam ko'y may mali.

May mali sa nararamdaman ko.

Whenever I'm with Staven and Castielle would report to me na aalis sila ni Aebril, hindi ko mapigilan isipin kung ano ang ginagawa nila. What could be the Master Casanova's technique to take her heart? Hinahalikan niya ba ito o mas malala pa do'n?

I don't know why I'm such in a bad mood every time they're going out kaya lagi kong ibinubunton kay Staven lahat and... right now wala paring pinagbago.

"Nandito ka nanaman?" iritado kong tanong sa nakangiting Staven.

Ngumiti lamang siya. "Yes, and I won't get tired visiting you. So can you welcome me properly?" he said and winked at me.

Napalunok ako. Whenever Staven's being cute, kahit nagmamaldita pa ko, lagi niya kong nakukuha sa pagpapa-cute niya pero ngayon, naiirita lalo ako.

"May dala akong almond nuts. Ang paborito mong mani!" masigla niyang sinabi at pumasok sa loob ng bahay habang dala ang plasic na bitbit niya.

Napakagat labi ako. True. Almond nuts is my favorite and Staven knew it. Marami siyang alam tungkol sakin but why do I feel strange? Hindi dapat eh. Hindi ko dapat maramdaman to.

Dapat ay maging masaya ako dahil malapit ko na siyang maagaw. Mabilis maagaw si Aebril at ibig sabihin lamang nun ay hindi naman ito seryoso kay Staven.

Ako ang mahal ni Staven at siya ang mahal ko. But, why does my heart doesn't want it? Bakit parang nagbago ang tibok ng puso ko? Bakit hindi na gano'n kapag nasa tabi ko si Staven?

Binati niya si Tuning sa kusina na nagluluto.Lumapad naman ang ngiti nito at mapanuksong tumingin sakin. Napairap ako.

"Staven, hindi kana dapat pumunp—"

"Ate, gusto mo tulongan kita?" tanong ni Staven kay Tuning habang sinisilip ang ginagawa nito.

"Hala, Ser! Wag na. Bonding nalang kayo ni Ma'm Nari." sagot naman nito.

Ngumisi si Staven, "Ayaw niya naman, eh. Pinapaalis na nga ako..." nagtatampo nitong sagot.

Humalukipkip ako at napairap. "It's because you're not welcome here anymore."