Second chance. Two words two meaning.
Ibabalik ko pa ba? Maibabalik pa ba? Yan ang mga katunungan sa utak niya ngayon. She feel betrayed. She feel guilty. She feel angst. She feel hatred. She feel careless. She feel useless at the same time she feel frustrated.
Hindi niya mapagkakaila na she loved that guy so much and that's why she break down. She never thought na masasaktan siya ng ganun. She was born with courage and pride. Pero kahit meron siya nun tinablan parin siya ng misteryosong sakit na'yun.She was very hurt.
Buti summer dahil kung school days pa'to she would be hysterical. Hindi niya makakayanang humarap sa mga classmates and friends niya sa ganung situation. She would rather kept in the house and cried all day. At may maganda namang naidudulot ang pagka-ignorante niya kasi pag hindi,naku! Pupunta natong disco bar at magpaparty.
Going back to her situation. She's in her room. Sleeping like a lonely sad princess waiting for her prince to kiss her but she's not sleeping beauty though.Well, it's good when she's asleep coz she didn't cry. But when she's awake, she just watch out the clouds and cried all day. Wondering if when she's gonna stop. She feel alone. She feel nobody's care. That's why she hate the world. She hate the Universe. She hate him.
Second chance? No way. That was she is. A very pride girl. Very contagious lady. She can't give this second chance coz she had her own rule. She said na parang binigyan mo na rin daw nang isa pang pagkakataon na saktan ka.That was her paniniwala eh kaya pinanindigan niya.
And when the time, na nag-away sila.The boy asked for her second chance. But she had her pride kaya she didn't give. She thought that the boy would understand her but he couldn't. He just walked away and left her hanging on the tree.
But she was born with hopes. Kaya when they meet again wala na siyang pakialam sa mga consequences na darating.Ganun daw kasi ang love nabubulag ka sa katangahan mo. She ate her own pride. And now she ask for his second chance. Desperada,right? Well, she is. Kasi mahal niya eh.
But the saddest thing is....
He
Refused
Her.
@high_Majesty
