A CLOSER STEP TO THE LIE||√

-7-on the 1st time

(At the airport)I was walking to the reception where I can fill the last information list and wait till it is the time for the plane to raise going german , well I didn't forget the german dictionary for revising the language though I don't speak in germany I lightly use the language
Well it been a long time , I was sitting on the chair infront of a window waiting for the cop to call for my trip , catching the book, thirteen reasons why (by jay asher) reading it and thinking of it too, and looking on the window having my best view of the plane rising to the sky thinking of it trip and people and imagining my self in it
Though I can't constrain about the reading not beacouse of the noises of babies ,cops ,people ,shops plane, or whatever it is becouse rebbica , will she be waiting to me I wonder

REBBICA-
(In the airplane waiting for perrie )will she forgive me? Or will she hate me becouse I blocked or lied to her? Why do I always think fastly why not twice by the way I missed her but how can I tell her that fucking brake up is few days before she comes and all becouse of me should I say sorry this time? Well just let me see her I will stay at the airport and when she come I would call her and talk togather about it about every thing but wish she won't repeat my mom's sitiuation though I have nothing more to say about it wow I don't even remember any thing those days were more than what I thought difficult but I didn't even imagine that I will get use to it at all but I did am used to it now , now I does every thing with no one but in our trip their were a bad feeling in my mom's heart and such a dark days well they know their end , now they went went ,now perrie is comming soon I will call her to me and talk to her, will she look diffrent I wonder? Or will she remember me even?

PERRIE-
Now I was reading the book hmm but still my mind is stuck some where else , just in this friendship ended in a touch of the word (block user) , I was thinking of rebbica and this problem while with my eye edge I saw Alexander my Ex he still love me but I don't am so enough by the way he broke me , but why is he even here I wish he won't see me I wish he don't recognise me, oh shit he looked on me ? I turned my face so he wouldn't care, hey perrie how are you tonight he said , doing well and you?I replied Good so why are you here he said for traveling I replied for where? He said German i replied wow which trip he said, what should I say ,I don't know my mom has the ticket I replied sorry bye i completed I turned and faced the plane and ran to my mom and asking her not to tell Alexander about any thing about my trip or ticket or any other thing ok she replied

REBBICA-
Between 9 o'clock I was so scared she went it almost nine she may be came earlier when I wasn't able to come ugh then clay phoned me hey hi how are you I said doing, well he replied good so are back home ? Nien I replied oh ok am comming to get you with my car he said ,not yet hear I said what tehr fuck is your friend jocking you are going to be late rebbi he yelled, I think so I whispeard, at once I got some thoughts in my mind like to test if clay does really scared on me? And so that he yelled I wanted him to burn by saying any other boy's name but I bet it's not real yeah maybe well , hey jack I said in the case am talking yo another person what jack? He asked my friend clay come on what's up with you. He ended the call two sides were talking to me one is the guilt other is exitment and I don't know for whom should I listen , and though I was scared maybe he would take it seriously and brake up , after some time of boring waiting with no end I saw him I saw clay omg what should I do he went closer though I stood up and we are facing each other my eyes is full of tears and his eyes is full of anger, who, who is he he said catching my shoulder , no one no one I said , I wanted to make you on fire ok that's all, as soon as I saw his relaxation I laughed loudly and huged him then I looked on his face but he seemed really sad aboutt it but now I think he is better I hugged him more tightly and then he looked on me and then he took my hand closely to his heart I felt his heart beat coming going and I like it I like hearing it tooo much he looked on me in those puppy eyes and hanled my face and he just kissed me , wow loved it , after a while he said to me he will leave with me and perrie, yes that mean he will stay with me good here is a chance for perrie to see him, I wish

PERRIE-
It's well and am not so scared I whispered when the plane raised I hate planes so this was one of my fobias any ways it raised and I was so nervous and scared but I will be alright am telling my self though I was wondering about rebbica I feel she may not be there and then I will be having no friend at all it seems so scary and though I will be in a trouble
I closed my eyes I didn't sleep alot I woke up and my mom told me this much sleep? Why ? I was hungry I said my mom ordered some food for me some pasta and chili sauce and butter cake I ate and finished then slept I think I dreamt more than once alot of times and rounding my head offf headache now I realised the plane is going down wow and am safe that much time just went to fast wow that's wow am really well wow am so exited I went down with mom to the airport and I helped mom in the information list and bags then I turned and saw there she was standing very beautiful and light changed but still I remember her rebbica , hey you there I yelled she looked on me and am so happy she was happy too, she cried I cried we both filled in imotional while her boyfriend and mum was just standing and watching our meeting scene that was soooooo good I think that is the best day in my whole life in my whole life ♥heh love you rebbica I whispeard in her ears love you more she replied ♥