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34- in and out of all

         

         In one phone call which had made my eyes slip a tear

    Hi Mrs Chloe I say , "yes perrie , how can I help? She says . I am so uncleared with this I say . well what sort of thing are you talking about . ( I give a step back ) nothing I say then move away .

      I went yo my room and cried so much as I heard the news ,
    Mark has to travel , for about two month, it broke me, such a bad news

     I don't feel like talking yo any one . I stay on the bed thinking for a while
      Oh, see how I used to hate him about these month ago .

      But see how I love him
I can't wait for two months . it will really destroy me , from the inner me..

     I gave it a step but I don't know why , I just missed him. So much , more than how I ever did, more than how I missed my died father . more than any one

  

       I go to the school, but I feel like ashamed, he was a cool Playboy, so I was having a big name coz of him , I was popular. It wasn't my wish but now it changes, like as if it is my first school day , I am so scared ashamed and breaking , am. Ok I whisper to my self and I believe it am okay two month will pass two minutes

     Some friends comes including Jared
Yeah this guy having a crush on me . he doesn't really make me feel comfortable, but I can't kick him away, and am not going away not yo grab ATENTION

      I closed my eyes and lost my self in my own world , I just didn't want yo listen to whatever they say, cause it just doesn't matter, it is still so weird and painful that am Alone

       " I know he always did, says Lilli.

" Uh??, who's that?? , I say

   " oh it is clay ,

" mhm? What did he do.

    "Well he just spoke about your best friend called rebbi

    At a moment, don't know why I decided to consitrat, and though I was nervouse, but exitment killed me
      I just want to know what does this person want , but I don't want problems tho, am Brien enough now
JUST NOW!

BUT I AM HUNDRED PERCENT SURE I'LL MOVE ON, IT IS ONLY TWO MONTHS , I REMIND MY SELF , ONLY.

      I was so upset , my day was a little bad. But I cannot go for rebbi , cause, she wants to get higher marks and I don't wait to bother her

     She know , I know . her dream in syo be a heart doctor.
      And that's why , she started being a nerd , but it is serious, year ten is so hard. But still, I know how to act my age

     I text mark but he just doesn't reply , so I call him. He is in the Russian airport. He needs to go there for something . some sort if business . he pro missed to tell me tomorrow. And am waiting badly

       But seriously what could it be,is it something about the real him?

     I got a lot of bad mood because the will people I sit with, who could probably make me in trouble by tomorrow

Because it is not missible, my friends are do silly😢, and am hundred percent sure they won't give it up and so am for sure falling in April fool

      But can they fool me, will they, they know my mood, I know my mood, will I fall in that stupid things they do at April.