A CLOSER STEP TO THE LIE||√

-11- my Mr lover boy

I went back home and my head full of wonder .I took a piece of cloth and rubbed my face with it I don't know why I was sweating like ever.
I layed on the bed and I was recaping all what mark has done I know he kissed me and my neck though, but he never crossed his limit but now I can feel it diffrently ,becouse rebbica said he is depressed but within me he is so lovely and fine. But right now I feel like he is wanting me and actually I want him too I don't know if he could be my daddy♥ . And I don't know if he would accept me as a kitten or as a little one♥♡ but what's new about Mark why do I think about him in such a diffrent way , I don't know but I can't admit that I love him .as I layed I slept at the bed .

(The next week) I woke up at the same scene of every day, but today am happier I took my phone then realised that I woke up late enough and I should get off bed today is an other holiday , cool there is no diffrence I was going out with mark every day the whole full week, I wish he got the idea I wish he do feel the same. Ok whatever. I went bathed and took my phone and then saw that there was 43 call from Mark I dialed him and he answered. Hey perrie said Mark , hi I said , you seem upset said Mark , nop I replied, ok cool said mark, lets go out he countinued. Umm ok, no problem at all I replied ok see you later bye he said.I was upset seriously but I was ok meeting him . at 6:40 I started getting ready and I wanted to look normal, as normal as possible

(At the beach) at the end we are at the beach , Mark got closer to me and I didn't look at him actually I don't know why. He went backward and said since you came here, you didn't even say hi and you tell me am not sad or upset ok .. perrie you can be honest with me please.....if you want any way. I said nothing for a while then I decided yo say , you don't know? Am not believing. Believing what? Said Mark. That you don't understand my eyes teared , I wished you know since before mark I love you mark , I thought you gave the same respect mark don't you?. He said nothing for a while so.. I was disappointed I now knew that he takes me as a classmate only , so I took my bag and decided to go and while am turning Mark cought my shoulder , I love you so much he whispeard you disapointed me by what you just said I thought you understand my feelings don't you? ?. I rubbed my eyes with my hand and said quitly I do and huged him tightly ♡♥

Mark took me to a near bar, we took some whisky ,thing is we took drinking too far and we went out drunkers .actually ,I was kind of awak I wasn't fully drunked and am sure that the same thing goes for mark .mark took me to his house and i was a little nervouse I know we both aren't fully awak , we went to the room and we stood infront of the door and then he looked on me then he pushed me to the bed and he went closer to me and started kisseing me and my neck and right now it was his first time to cross his limits he pulled my trousers, and I don't know why I gave up for him he started kissing me again , from my neck to my lips and he also started pulling off my shirt and I started feeling comfortable but still, he started making me more naked but I just stopped him I don't know why I loved that but I was just tiered I slept beside him at the bed I slept as I never ever slept befor but I rested well
I woke up and I don't know what to say for mum, about sleeping out side that's so wierd this time
I looked on mark but I was so surprised of looking at my self at this position and am half naked, I was waiting for mark to wake up, so I ask him what happened . At the same time I was just wondering what happened to me that night? ?