BTS Imagines

Video File [ Namjoon ]

It had been a week since you & Namjoon split up. Neither of you were okay with the situation but somehow, weight was lifted off your chest that night you told him you weren't alright. You never were.

Weeks prior your break up, you caught him cheating on you. It hurt like knives impaling your chest one by one, slowly. Of course, you didn't confront him. You were scared to lose him too, but days later, the two of you had a huge argument, he called you names and mocked you. It hurt you so much that it lead to you mentioning what you saw. You saw how his expression panned from anger to guilt. He tried to take everything back, but it was too late.

Namjoon sat in front of his studio desk remotely slamming his fist onto the table as he didn't find it pleasing to hear. He frustratedly tucks his head on top of his arms and cried out. It had been hell for him for the past 7 days. None of his members were amused to see him, unlike before. They were all so close to you, but just by Namjoon's mistake, everything changed. Jin would usually smile at the two of you as you munch on his dish happily but as soon as you left, Jin wouldn't even cook ramyeon for him. Yoongi would stay up late to talk to the two of you, he found it pleasing to hear couples talk about life, but now, he would make up excuse or force himself to sleep early just so he wouldn't have to deal with Namjoon. Hoseok would always crack some jokes up everytime the two of you fought, but now, every time Namjoon was in the room, his smile fades away. Jungkook & Taehyung used to be your "children", the two would always make lame excuses just so they could trail around when you both went on a date, but the two seemed to have distanced themselves as you left. Jimin, being your older brother, he would always sit beside Namjoon to tell him he was an amazing boyfriend, that he never saw his sister smile ever since he came around, but now, Jimin would ditch practice, and wouldn't even eat on the same table Namjoon was in.

Namjoon huffs in frustration, his tears were sliding down his cheeks as he thought of all the change. You would be sitting beside him right now, stroking his back as he cried on your shoulders. You would have been whispering in his ear that he was the best and that you were his number one fan, but as soon as he made the wrong turn, every single thing crashed down.

I miss her

He thought to himself as a tear slid down his face. His eyebrows knot together as he slams a fist on his table.

"No"

He roughly says through his gritted teeth before wearing his headphones, clicking through his files trying to search for the recent beat he's been working on.

As he was about to click his file, he sees another one added not too long ago.

ForJoon.mp4

It read.

He was hesitant to click it at first but soon decides to follow his instinct and clicks it.

As soon as it loads, Your face appears.

"Hey, babe."

You starts off. Namjoon sits up properly, focusin on her.

"Uh, by the time I tell you about this we'd be boarding the plane. You know why?! because I got us tickets to California! And that's not the best part yet, we're going to the premier of the new Marvel movie! Oh, and I got us booked for a 2 day Disney Cruise because I figured you needed a break. Plus our 7th anniversary is coming up. I had been saving up for this trip ever since you told me how much you wanted to do everthing with me. Ahh, I love you. I love you so much. I can't wait to see that dimple as soon as you smile!"

He pauses the video as tears slowly slide down his face, how could he?

It then hit him, this was the surprise you were talking about.

Before the two fo you broke into a huge fight, you were calling him to inform him about the surprise, but it didn't go too well.

He then plays the video again.

"Ah, i'm so excited! My hands are shaking. Here, now  i'll be calling you to tell you about this surprise! I hope you love it, i worked hard for you babe! You deserve it"

He watches you pick up your phone, dialong his number. This was the scene before he showered his stress and anger all on you. This was way before he said things he regrets. This was right before you said goodbye.

He was broken, guilty and so ashamed. He never realized that you loved him so much, too much.

His mind was circling, he stands up from his armchair, throwing on a coat. He then started running back to the apartment you both shared. Praying that you haven't left yet. He quickly opens the door only to see everything coverded in white cloth, but your first photo together was still hanging neatly on the wall, dust free.

"Y/N? Y/N?"

He shouts through out the house, running around. He finally decides to walk in to your bedroom, the room you both shared. He sees all your things had been gone along with all the memories.  He was so desperate, he wanted to see you. After scanning the room, something catches his eye.

It was a rectangular box with with a blue paper neatly on top of it. He hesitantly reaches for it. He unfolds the paper and it reveals a long message, it was from you.

Dearest Joonbug,

Hi, how are you? probably better. It's been a few weeks since we went separate ways and it actually pains me to write you this but i just can't help it. I'm in love with you, still. And i'll forever love you but I guess fate isn't on our side. So, i'd like to give you my last anniversary gift. It was supposed to be for the both of us, but now it's for you and her. I hope you love my gift & i hope you enjoy it with her! By the time you read this letter i've already left. Don't ask why & where. Don't try to find me cause knowing you, I know you would. I don't want to see you anymore. I love you so much but please, let's just stay apart. Okay? Take care, my precious Joon. I love you always

Yours truly,

Y/N

By the time he had finished read the letter, his shirt was already soaked in his tears. He was hurting. His gaze drifts to the box; slowly, he lifts the cover. Inside were 2 plane tickets, and a small pillow where promise rings were placed neatly.

It was then when he realized that he was so blessed. He had you, the best gift he could ever receive, but because of his mistake, he lost you.

He didn't want to collect memories with some girl he hooked up with at a club, he wanted it to be with you. Every single memory, he wanted you to be in it.

Now, as he was holding on to the gifts and letters, he wanted to look for you, go after you so bad, but he knew how much he hurt you.

It was too late now. No more you to complete the perfect picture in his life.