Apparent [ Jungkook ]

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"It's 10 years later, Y/N. how are still inlove with him?"

Her bestfriend questions her, as she was grabbing the bagel from the oven-toaster on the shelf.

She chuckles, taking a sip from her now cold tea.

It was indeed 10 years later, she was now 23, yet, she was still hopelessly inlove with the boy she met when she was 13. She can clearly remember the day she bumped into with a shopping cart, it was like a fantasy come to life. How was she supposed to know she'd fall too inlove with his eyes.

"Are you seriously going to meet up with him?"

Yerim asks, placing a hand on the table, looking at her closely.

"Yeah, i've missed him."

She sputtered, smiling softly.
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"Y/N"

The male speaks upon seeing her standing 5 feet across the coffee table.

"Hey, Jungkook"

Casually, she greets.

It felt nice to have reunited with someone whom your soul has meant to love, atleast for Y/N, he was the someone, but, for Jungkook, it was otherwise. The day goes on quickly as they talked it away, hours felt like minutes, minutes felt like seconds. It amazes her how he still made her heart jump at this age.

The night was quickly approaching, they both decided to walk around the city, adore the beautiful lights that illuminated from the building.

He walks beside her quietly. He looks at her & back to the sky quite so often.

"Do you still love me?"

Jungkook asks out of nowhere, she looks at him calmly and nods. She can remember the night if her 18th birthday, the night she confessed to the guy. She had her whole heart planned out only to be ruined.

Turns out, he didn't feel the same way, he had other plans. He didn't want to lose his bestest friend, he loved her dearly, just not in the same way.

She looks at Jungkook and sees how he was slowly breaking, he was afraid of losing her just because he can't fall in love with her.

"Smile"

She says, placing a palm on his cheek.

"You don't have to love me, Kook"

She tells him.

"But, I want to."

He replies softly, his voice scarcely a whisper.

"I know you do, but, I also know that you don't want to, because you're in love with someone else."

She continued

"I just want you in my life, Jungkook."

She holds both of his hands with hers

"And I want you to be happy, and if that means letting you love someone else, then so be it."

She went on. Jungkook was speechless, he didn't want to see her like this, but, he made his choice.

"I'll be okay, Jungkook. Just, don't forget that I love you with all of my wrecked pieced heart.

She whispers softly, looking back at him as tears trickle down her face.

"I won't."

He replies.

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[A/N] I don't know what this is, but, apparently, it's easier to write angst for me nowadays. so, expect a crap load of angst. sorry :(

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