BTS Imagines

Just Like You [ Jin ]

"Mommy?"

Your 7 year old baby boy tugs on the hem of your shirt.

"Hm? What is it, sweetheart?"

You softly reply picking him up and cradling him in your arms. You open the car door and placed him in his seat.

"Can you tell me a story about daddy?"

He says and you give small smile. You hurry inside the driver seat.

"Of course, baby. What do you want to know about, daddy"

"What did he look like?"

He ask struggling to pronounce the words right making you smile lightly. The thought of your beloved husband gave you butterflies like way back in high school.

"He looked like you."

You replied shortly before starting to drive.

"He had beautiful eyes, just like yours. He had soft hair, and broad shoulders. He had the cutest smile ever and the sweetest voice. Just like you my darling"

You said and you see your son smile. Your son reminded you so much of Jin. If only you could look at him again.

"Where did daddy go?"

He asked you, sending you off guard. You quickly regained strength and focus. Though you were trembling, you swallowed all the sadness inside.

You pull up by the hill and quickly get out of your car, you wipe your tears before unbuckling your child's seatbelt and pulling him out.

You lock the car and hold your son's hand. You both walk up the grassy hill.

"He's up there, son. Daddy's up there."

You say pointing at the sea of cloud over head.

"What's he doing up there?"

He questions and teardrops start to fall.

"Well, he had to go away because he was really really sick and so he wanted to rest."

You try to explain through your small sobs. You reach the end of the hill and you spot the same old tombstone- undusted and old.

Kim Seokjin

1992 - 2011

"When will daddy comeback?"

He asks again.

"He won't."

"I want him to comeback! I want to see him!"

Your son stammers, making you sob even more.

"I want him to comeback too, darling. But it's impossible."

You explain before engulfing him in a tight hug. You let the little boy go and kneel infront of the gray tombstone where a picture frame with a picture of you, Jin and your son was placed. It was 4 days before he died, 4 days after you gave birth to your sweetest angel. The painful memory struck your mind over and over, you can't seem to speak but you forced yourself to.

"Hey there, sweetheart."

You whisper at Jin's grave letting tears fall.

"I'm here with our son, he really wanted to meet you, but I know you can't come so I just brought him here. He's grown so well, he looks exactly like you, Jin..."

You trail and sniffle.

You hold your son in your arms making him face the grave.

"If only you were here to see him grow. I love you so much Jin...so so much."

You end and sob loudly. Your son turns around hugs you tightly, and as if On cue; wind blows strongly at your direction.

Jin was there. You knew he was, you felt him.

"I love you too, Y/N. Please take care of our son. I love the both of you so much. I'm sorry I can't be there."

Jin speaks from above, staring down at his 2 angels on earth. Oh how he wished to be there with the two of you, but sadly, he can't.

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I cried writing this. If you cried, then omg thank you.