BTS Imagines

Nostalgia [ Yoongi ]

Silently, you sat down on the tawny bench behind the school grounds. It was a saturday night, and also, your High School Reunion.  You had grown too tired for the energy they had inside, everybody was either too drunk to be quiet, or too loud to be drunk. It was a riot in there, so, you thought it was a good idea to hang out outside where no one was around. It was just so peaceful and calming. You look around to see how much has changed ever since you've graduated. 

The trees have grown bigger and older, the big playground where you used to eat your snack pack along with your best friend was now suddenly too small for you to sit on, and all the walls that used to be bright red was now faded. 

Wow, I'm getting old. 

You thought to yourself, chuckling as you take a sip from the cola you've held in your hand for a while now. 

The night passes by quickly, it was now 11:30. You didn't want to leave just yet, it was all too breathtaking. You had missed how much fun you've had when you were young and stress-free. 

"Y/N?" 

A deep voice spoke from behind you, you turned to look and you were immediately caught off guard, seeing him. It was Min Yoongi, your -almost- high school sweetheart. His dark brown hair colour, complexion still as pale and his eyes were still his eyes. He was wearing a blue button down, black jeans and his favourite walnut boatshoes. He was holding his vape on his right hand as his left was in his pocket. You smiled softly and waved. 

He walked toward your spot and sat beside you. Knowing he was around was 1 thing, but being with him and just staying near him made you euphoric, still. It had been years since you both had last talked to each other but your feelings remained the same.

It all started in the 9th grade when he asked you if he could be your boyfriend, you turned him down. You just were too ambivalent to have him in your life, he was too precious, but, that didn't stop Yoongi from trying to pursue you, it lasted him a year and a month, and htne he fell inlove with someone else. 

The night he told you he was starting to fall in love with somebody else, everything started crashing down. Something inside you started to slowly break apart. Although you two were never really together, it hurt like hell not having him around. Maybe because he was the one who would tell you how beautiful you are even if you've just woken up from a nap, maybe because he always had cheesy comments ready when you weren't feeling too good about your appearance, he always had this shy aura every time he hugged you, maybe, maybe you've already fallen so in love with him, but, you're just too stubborn to admit it. 

Not too long after that, they became a couple. Seeing them along the corridors, beside each other during lunch, together after his basketball training made your heart break. You started to miss the things you used to do with him, seeing him do it with her, but, it was too late now.  

"How've you been?" 

He  asks you, moving his body to face you. You look down to your shoes as you smile to yourself. 

"I've been alright. I'm working for Ralph Lauren now. You?"

You replied as you slowly gazed at him. You just couldn't get enough of his face, he looked the same, except he aged a bit and now has a noticeable stubble.

His mouth curved into a smile. 

God damn, he's so perfect. 

You pondered. 

"I've been doing good, too. I work for music label. I produce music" 

He states before taking in his vape, blowing out the smoke towards the other direction. Strawberry, still. You thought to yourself. After all these years, he still had your favourite flavour as hi vape liquid, he knew you loved it so much. 

The night fell silent, you were seated beside each other under the stars. It wasn't as akward as you thought it would be, it was rather calming. 

He breaks the silence. 

"I miss you."

He whispers suddenly catching you off guard. You turn to look him in the eyes as he does the same. 

"You know i do to" 

You reply and he nods. 

"I'm sorry."

He apologizes, his eyes fall down to his feet. You were confused

"For what?"

You ask as you turn completely toward him

"I'm sorry I gave up too fast, I fell for someone else too fast, without even thinking what I was about to lose" 

He says quietly. You feel a tear slide down your face. Everything happened years ago, but, the feelings just felt too fresh and new. You wiped your tears away as you slipped your hand in to his entwining your fingers together. His eyes finds it's way back to yours

"It's not your fault. I was already falling for you, and I had all the world's time to tell you, but, I didn't. You did all to make me the happiest and I thank you for that." 

You tell him, making him smile. 

You look back at your hands, he still hasn't let go of it. You were melting into place and you just had to ask. 

"Do you think we could have been happy together?" 

Without hesitation he nodded

"I didn't think we could have been happy, I knew we would have been happy"

He muses. You started to play with his fingers as you nodded. 

"And now it's too late to make up for what could have been mine, what could have been ours" 

His hold suddenly tightens around your hands and you look back up at him and he does the same. He then pulls you in for a kiss. It was something else, something good, something you've always wanted.

"It's not too late yet" 

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Hello Hello Hello! It's me! (props to whoever knows who's vlogs i got that from! *hey, i met him in person last saturday!*) I'm back with this Yoongi Imagine! Yes, I know I have yet to accomplish requests, and I do apologize for taking so damn long to update, but, I promise to make up for it. Oh and by the way, Requests are closed for a few months because It's our final trimester and your girl needs to focus, but, nonetheless, I hope you enjoy this!