BTS Imagines

You're the reason [ Yoongi ]

For @kimsuhoexo

"Fuck, i'm so stupid"

Yoongi grunts for the 10th time that minute, you lower your book & look over and see him grabbing onto his hair and pulling onto it, frustratedly. You sigh and approach him. You place both of your hands on his shoulders and massage him softly, trying to ease his muscles.

The both of you had been in his studio for quite a while now, he had invited you over since he hadn't seen you for months because of their tour.

"What's wrong, bum?"

You ask him quietly and he sighs heavily.

"Nothing, love. I'm alright"

He says quietly as he grabs your hand, kissing the back of it.

You sigh, knowing something really up. You gently rub his shoulder with your free hand, planting a kiss on his head.

"Alright. Call me of you need me okay? I'll be in the pantry, i'm starving"

You say with a smile, he smiles back and nods.

"Bring me back some coffee, please"

He says, pulling you down and gives you a kiss on the cheek.

You hum in response before pulling away and walking out to the pantry.

You quickly grab snacks you & Yoongi could munch on for the next hour or so & make the coffee Yoongi requested. As you were headed back to the studio, you hear faint sniffles. You instantly knew who it was from.

You sprint back to the studio as fast as you can and as you enter, you see Yoongi sitting in the corner of the room, legs crossed and his face covered by his hands. You placed all the food in your hands down before shakily walking towards him, sitting infront of him.

It broke you to see him like this. It was the last thing you wanted to see.

You place your hands on his shoulders and gently shook him.

He slowly looks up at you, tears staining his cheeks. You were trying your hardest not to cry infront of him, you wanted to be strong for him.

"Love, what's wrong?"

You ask softly, rubbing his arms slowly, trying to cslm him down.

"E-everything is wrong"

He stutters, struggling to say the words he wants to say as he whimpers.

"What do you mean..?"

You trail, he sniffles.

"I just want them to be proud of me for once, I-I just want to be their favourite for once. I just want someone to be proud of meㅡ you, ARMYs, i don't know. Atleast anyone, but i can't seem to figure anything out, i'm so stupid I-i'm such a disappointment."

He sobs louder this time. You couldn't hold back the tears anymore, you let some tears roll down your cheeks as you engulfed him in a hug. You wrapped your arms tightly around his body as you cradled him, caressing his back.

"Babe, Yoongi, listend to me, i'm proud of you, everyone's proud of you. We've always been proud of you. You are bot a disappointment. You are infact everyone's source of inspiration & happiness. You've been so strong, why give up now? Youcare the reason behind everyone's smile, even mine. You are the reason why I get up in the morning, you make me want to open my eyes as soon as possible in order for me to cheer for you sooner. You are the reason why we still want to go on with life, you are the reason why we all still want to keep fighting.."

You whisper to him, he then slowly stops crying. You softly push him away, cupping his cheeks and lifting his face up, making your eyes meet.
You smile softly at him

"You're the reason why I still love."

You tell him, as you wiped the tears of his cheek

"And if you ever have thoughts on giving up on yourself, brush those away. Think of the ARMYs who are continuously standing up and fighting for you, think of me, i'm always here for you. I love you"

You continue. You then lean in and plant a passionate kiss on his lips, tasting the saltiness of his tears.

As soon as you both pull away, he gives you a loving hug.

"I love you so much, Madel. You mean so much to me, i don't know what i'd do with you."

He whispers softly into your ear making you smile.

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Congratulations, Madel! I hope you like this. (I'm sorry if this isn't what you wanted) + sorry this is late.

I legit cried while writing this ㅠㅠ