See you again

Chapter 23 (it's not over yet)

CHAPTER 22

I've already been to the store and I just picked up Perrie's package. Man it's heavy what the heck is in here anyways?

I drove into the parking lot and got out of the car. I walked up to the building and entered the flat."Louis, I'm back" there wasn't an answer I didn't expect there to be. I set down the package along with some groceries I'd bought, I went down the hall way and knocked on Louis's door. "Hey Lou I'm back like I promised" *silence* "Louis c'mon" maybe he fell asleep..? I knocked once more, harder than before. Fine have it your way Louis I'll just unlock the door then, why he does this I'll never fully understand. I went into my bedroom and got the key to his door. I put the key in the doorknob and turned it, I gently opened the door. "Louis? You in here?" I glanced around the room, I didn't see him..ok this is bad...maybe he ran away again..you know what it's ok I'll find him. I turned to leave when a note on the nightstand caught my eye. I picked it up noticing the handwriting was somewhat familiar, it looked alot like Louis's but was rather shaky and quite messy. The note read, "To Liam: Hi I guess you're home now...and if you are thank you for coming back..I wouldn't blame you for not coming back if you don't....no one should have to put up with me..I'm useless..everyone thinks so. I did a horrible thing that can't possibly be forgiven..I'm a bad person..I-I murdered Harry..I can't live with myself knowing I did that..it was ME LIAM I KILLED HIM, not you or Niall or Zayn. No one but me..it was my fault..I'm so bloody stupid..I-I saw Harry again..you said I wouldn't but I did..we talked and he told me he was lonely..I told him to come back..he said he couldn't..so I told him I'd be with him...I told you I'd see him again, remember at the park? Well now I can see him and we can be happy..together..thank you for believing in me when no one else did...I love you...Good bye"

What had I just read?! No Louis wouldn't do this? No he couldn't..this all had to be a joke..tell me he's joking right? This..this isn't real this can't happen..tears began falling from my eyes, I looked over and saw anther note in front of the window on the floor. I stood up wiping my eyes and walked over and took it in my hands. "Hi..it's me again..look out the window.."

I glanced out the window, biting my lip. I looked around I didn't see anything..what did he want me to see? It was then I saw someone standing on the roof of an apartment building. I squinted trying to see who the hell was out there..I'm such an idiot of course I know who it is..Louis... wait..what is he doing up there..?......no.. He finally noticed me standing here watching him. He casually waved and walked closer to the edge. "Don't do it..don't you dare do it.." I whispered tears gathering in my eyes. I shook my head at him he stared at me and nodded. He had now reached the edge of the building and mouthed the words "goodbye" he closed his eyes tears streaming down his face, he flashed a small smile and for once...he truly looked at peace. He grinned at me one last time...you know the rest. He jumped off the ledge. I cringed and closed my eyes tight before I could see him hit the ground..tears streamed down my cheeks as I slid down the wall. He's...gone..m-my best friend is gone..I sat on floor clutching the note in my hand, I cried bitterly into my hands, I layed there on the floor and bawled my eyes out. After about 10 minutes I heard people screaming from outside...about half an hour later I could hear the siren of a police car and an ambulance..I'm not going outside I-I can't...why would I want to?! I'm not going out there because I don't want to see my best friend lying on the concrete with his head split open. I'd do anything to bring him back..I don't care how it what..I want him back..I don't care if he was still insane I want my friend back..as I was laying on the floor my cell phone rang, I didn't want to answer but I did.."h-hello.." I sighed my voice cracking. "H-hey..." It was Zayn. "You..you know what happened right?" "Yeah..." "You ok?" "What do you think?" "I'm coming over stay there.." The phone clicked then hung up..I'm not going anywhere Zayn...I can't..

(The story isn't over yet)