it's happening again
the constant pain
the out of control breakdowns
the constant fear of dying from anxiety but the wish for death from depression
the crave for attention but the inability to keep a conversation
the feeling of utter nothingness and numbness and hopelessness
nothing is real
nothing is rea
nothing is re
nothing is r
nothing is
nothing i
nothing
nothin
nothi
noth
not
no
n
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uh so i had a panic attack for the first time in awhile tonight? & focusing on this helped it so hi i'm okay just very scared and completely numb :)
YOU ARE READING
you promised forever // poetry
Poetry'i risked my life to get you this rose. now all i need to know is if you care enough to let it die or let it grow' a book of my poems/rants :) **lowercase is intended**
