I've never known how it feels to have a healthy mind. Maybe everyone has different definitions of a 'healthy mind' and I just can't relate to any of them. I can't relate to those who wake up with a smile on their face and motivation on their mind. I've never tasted a sip of peace. I'm searching for a life without any anxiety, without any depression. I'm seeking a life where I am void of fear. I am looking for a life full of joy, acceptance, and simplicity. I feel like there is a rope tied around my neck. Sometimes it tightens, and it continuously makes me suffocate. Sometimes, I'm the one who pulls it tighter. The four walls of my room and the edges of my windows have witnessed every act of mine. Only they know how my grey coloured personality emerges when no one else is around.
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you promised forever // poetry
Poetry'i risked my life to get you this rose. now all i need to know is if you care enough to let it die or let it grow' a book of my poems/rants :) **lowercase is intended**
