Dear Daddy

Chapter 23

27 January

Dear Daddy,

Only 4 days until I am no longer a virgin. Troy gave me some food yesterday and said that he will for the next couple of days so i look a bit more healthy, but no enough to make me fat.

I also have to practice putting on makeup and a 'sexy' tone or something. It sucks. I've learned not to worry though. Worrying doesn't help anything. I'm angry, but not worried.

Daddy, I wish you could understand what I'm trying to say. I'm saying that it's too late. I have no more faith in you. Your not coming. Your not going to save me. I'm not some 'princess' who continues to wait for her knight in shining armour to save her. You clearly aren't coming for me and that's that. I've excepted that.

I might still love you though.

Love Bella Rose Murray-Styles ❤️

I signed the letter off and placed it down. I did still love my father, whether he was 1000 miles away or if he was next door! Maybe he loves me. Probably not, if he did, he would be here holding me.

One day, I will get out of here. I will find him and I will love him. I want my father. I want my daddy. I want my mummy. But I can't have those because they both left me in a world to fend for myself.

I can't get over it. It was been so long but I can't get over it! Why can't i? They left me! Why can't I just accept that and move on? Why?

I'll tell you why.

Because even after all this time, I haven't had anyone to love more than them.

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Harry's POV

27 January

Dear Daddy,

Only 4 days until I am no longer a virgin. Troy gave me some food yesterday and said that he will for the next couple of days so i look a bit more healthy, but no enough to make me fat.

I also have to practice putting on makeup and a 'sexy' tone or something. It sucks. I've learned not to worry though. Worrying doesn't help anything. I'm angry, but not worried.

Daddy, I wish you could understand what I'm trying to say. I'm saying that it's too late. I have no more faith in you. Your not coming. Your not going to save me. I'm not some 'rapunzel' who continues to wait for her knight in shining armour. You clearly aren't coming for me and that's that. I've excepted that.

I might still love you though.

Love Bella Rose Murray-Styles ❤️

After hearings Niall's plan, I'm less worried. It might work. Of course I'm still upset.

I can be her knight in shining armour. I will be. I hope she still accepts me as her father when she sees what I am. A low life scumbag is not what most girls want as a father.

"I found it!" I heard Louis yell. A grin spreads across my face as I rushed to where he called from.

I burst through the door only to see Louis naked and holding a toy. A sex toy. Louis was about to have skype sex with Eleanor.

"Ahh!" I yelped before slamming the door shut.

"Louis that's so gross" I yelled through the door. I heard him nervously chuckle and clear his throat.

"Sorry mate!" He yelled before mumbling things to Eleanor. Probably dirty things.

I sighed. None of us had been able to find it!

"I found it! Yes!" I heard Niall scream out. I tumbled town the hall way and found myself at the kitchen. Niall shoved a jar of Nutella in my face.

"Look! I found it! The Nutella that was missing for, like, a month? I goes off in a week. Better start eating" he cheered, reaching for the cutlery draw.

This was going to be hard.

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