Not Is, At All, What It Seems ( A Homestuck Fanfiction)

Will The Real Slim Shady Please Stand Up?

[Okay schools over so yayyyyyyyyyyyy. Chapter Five is a go. The name of this is that because my friends were in a call with me and I'm listening to it right now. And wtf it made the next chapter private but when I published it, TWICE, it made the second public]

"Rae..." Jake tried, frowning. I hadn't talked in two days, and every time my mind tried to think of anything else BUT that, it slowly consumed my mind again. Why did this have to happen to me? Out of all people...

I shook my head and ducked away, heading towards the exit. I had gone to the supermarket and Jake just so happened to be there. "Rae you can't run forever! Just stop! What's going on?..." It was great, I mean the boy was on my tail and certainly hard to lose. "Rae," He groaned, grabbing my hand, stopping me. "Rae stop," He panted, much to my struggling. 

I looked down and kept my eyes glued to the ground. Soon I could hear footsteps walking towards us. They stopped a foot away from me and I soon dragged my gaze up, glancing into the shades of no other boy then Dirk. Jake rubbed the back of his neck, "I'm sorry but when I saw you I texted him,"

"You went missing for a few days...Once I brought you home you took off like a bat out of hell and didn't contact us." Dirk spoke calmly. I nodded and sighed silently. "So I asked them to notify me if you were seen," He walked closer, grabbing my face to inspect it. I tried to pull away, but failed. I wasn't strong and he clearly was.

I glanced around out of the corners of my eyes. People were standing still around us, holding their groceries, unsure of whether to help or not. I shook my head, and he pulled back, sighing. "Your makeup is not hiding the bruises that well you know," 

Tears welled up and I turned away. Why could he just not let me be? It's not like I was even their friend for so long... "I'm sorry okay?" I rubbed my eyes, scowling at how childish I was.

Dirk sighed and pulled me into a hug. "Just...stop okay?" He muttered and shook his head. "Stop what?..." I sighed. "Stop struggling and fighting us, we are your friends and care about you." I sighed and nodded, hugging back tightly. All I could hear was silence, but I know I had surprised the two.

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"Boys, look, before you get the wrong idea, no I didn't leave the party to go with Kyle," I sighed. Dirk laughed sarcastically, "Yeah, we got that," We had relocated to the park, to get away from all of the staring people. "Well...I mean...He just...sorta brought me to a field and started s-stripping me." I took a shaky breath and continued after Jake gave me a comforting smile. "So I-I think I punched him and fled for the trees and called the first person I thought of," 

Dirk smiled barely but turned away to hide it. I smiled at that. He seemed happy to know that he was first pick. "Who was me and I came and got you," Dirk responded, sighing. "Yeah," I whispered. We had this moment of silence before Jake spoke up, "Why Dirk?" I opened my mouth before I frowned, "I don't know." He nodded in response, "You can report this..." "No no no no!" I shook my head, "I refuse to get him in trouble, he will only hurt me even more!" 

"Yeah but the police need to know..." Dirk frowned barely. "I don't  care, anything but more punishment," I started shaking. Jake saw this and pulled me into a hug. I hugged back, trying not to cry, and failed. "Please don't let him hurt me," I sobbed into Jake's chest. "I promise..." he shhed me, kissing the top of my head. I could hear Dirk sigh, but other than that I tuned out the world, burrowing my face into his chest. 

"Rae...Rae..." Jake shook my shoulders. "Hm?" I pulled back, blushing. "Oh. Sorry," I jumped back, rubbing my tears. "No, no it's cool. I was just going to ask you something." He chuckled. "Yeah, what is it?" I smiled barely. 

"Promise me you will never stop talking?" "What?..." I raised an eyebrow. "Promise me you won't go mute again." He smiled wryly. "What? Why not?" I frowned, stepping back. "Because I like your voice, it's pretty," He hugged me. "I...can't promise that...It's too tiring to talk as it is right now, but I won't shut up like I did before then," I gave a smile and pulled back, again. 

"I'm glad." He chuckled. "I mean, you do sorta complete the group," Dirk coughed, as if to warn Jake. "What do you mean?" I tilted my head. "Well I mean Lea-" Dirk's hand whirled out and grabbed his shoulder. "Jake...I said no," He growled, walking off. Jake sighed and looked down. "Sorry...he isn't okay with talking about it yet..." 

Who or what were they talking about? "Anyway, I', supposed to go home with him, Grandma said so," He laughed. "So I will talk to you later, k?" He smiled. I nodded and gave him a half smile. "K," I promised. And you never break a promise. He darted off after Dirk, "Dirk! Dirk wait up!"

I promised. And I never ever break a promise...And against all odds I would hold that promise, even if it mean't the end of the world. 

[8largh. Okay. First off? I'm sorry for not updating in soooooo long. I literally saw that someone had voted for this book today and I slammed my head on knee (no I didn't hurt myself, I was just being over-dramatic) and whined. I haveeeee to finish this eventually, but I believe this is going to go on hold for a while since I don't feel like writing. Second off? I have been in the process of making this ridiculously shitty chapter for...a while now. And every time I am writing I tend to be in a call with the best friend who was singing this song originally. 

Time and time again he always scowls, sighs, and plays the song. However! I have been playing league quite often (oh yes, I am one of those gaming girls), reading, and talking to friends while fixing my tumblr theme. So if any of those interest you (mainly the League or Tumblr) jussst message me and 9 times out of 10 I will get back to you on that. 

Less you have one of those hipster blogs. Oh god. Sorry not sorry. Anywayyyyy, if you have any questions, about a previous book, this book, a chapter, a oneshot. or about life or anything in general, I'm typically here to talk. I mean I really am always here. I am constantly on my phone, from 11 A.M. (Central Time) to 4 A.M. (Again. Central Time) andddd I get updates when people vote on my things. Yes, I have seen the people that has voted and commented on my things, typically within two minutes, which is why I either follow you, thank you, or just give a smile in your direction. 

Um. Sorry. It seems like my author's note is going to be longer than my chapter.  I honestly just don't...know what to write anymore? I mean this is quite a different book then what I am used to writing. So if you have any suggestions (that don't involve entering the game) I'm here! (Again...I'm always here) Andddd I'm just gonna take my leave. Thank you for reading!~]