Unsure

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In this word of screams and cries

Shouts of victories, whispers of lies

Of myself I’m just a shadow

And my voice is just an echo

It repeats what people want to hear

That I’m fine, so do not fear

That I’m whole, my heart is open

When I really am closed and broken

The world is filled with dark and light

And, unsure, I dwell in the twilight

They think everything is easy and clear

And believe the lies placed on their ears

Look at me! The shadow in the corner

Avoiding everyone, like a foreigner

I’m a contradiction! A stupid fake!

Unsure if I’m here or about to break!

I want to make my life better, not worse

But I look into a mirror at someone who is cursed

And my mind screams, without restraint

Is the life of a sinner worth the life of a saint? 

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