Suicidal

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Peyton-

As soon as Sabrina falls asleep I get up walking downstairs.
"Mom I forgot to wrap Sabrina's presents" I tell her and she hands me a box.

"Is she asleep" she asks I nod and start wrapping the things I got Sabrina up while my parents set everything up.

I set the presents under the tree and I help with the other things.
"Alright up you go Peyton" Grandpa tells me and I nod.

I go to walk upstairs and there's a knock on the door. I answer seeing Beth.
"Hi" I say and she smiles

"Is Sabrina still awake" she asks I shake my head

"No she's sleeping I could wake her" I ask and she sighs

"Could you please" she asks and I move for her to come in. She does and I run upstairs.

I go into my room seeing Sabrina still sleeping and her dog Goodwin is beside her sleeping.
I go to shake her but Goodwin wakes up and starts to bark at me.

Sabrina wakes up confused and strokes the dog.
"I tried waking you, your mom is downstairs" I tell her and she lifts her arms up. I lift her up and she wraps herself around me as I carry her downstairs.
I set her down and walk into the living room.

"What's wrong" Mom asks pressing pause on the tv

"Sabrina's Mom is here, she wanted to talk to Sabrina" I reply and after a while the front door closes.

"Peyton" Sabrina's voice calls and it cracks.

I get up and walk out of the living room and Sabrina's crying.
"What happened" I ask hugging her

"She has to go to Spain for work then Italy. I have to stay with David and the girls but they all hate me" she tells me crying into my chest.

"You can stay here until she comes back" I say and she looks up at me

"Really" she asks I nod kissing her lips. She kisses back and we start making out.

I hear a cough and we pull away. Sabrina looks down a I look seeing my Grandparents.

"Can I talk with you Sabrina" Grandma asks Sabrina looks at her and nods slightly.

"I'll be in the bedroom" I tell her and she nods. I walk upstairs.

Sabrina-

I go with Mary into the dining room and we sit down.

She gives me a soft smile and I look down. Why do I always make things awkward??
"You know I was like you when I was younger" she begins and I look at her "I never talked much, I didn't feel like my voice and my opinion mattered to others" she tells me
"I met Rob he would try so hard to try making me laugh, smile and talk. One time we got into this huge fight, he said he needed time and he walked out. I tried so hard to kill myself but my sister came into my room and saw me and stopped me" she explains

"You had people who care, I don't. My dad he's disowned me and my sisters they believed something and started hating me again" I tell her

"What about Peyton, your mom. Peytons parents, even Rob and I care about you and we just met you" she asks and I shrug

"How did you stop having the thoughts" I ask and she sighs

"I didn't. I still had them growing up but I learnt how to take my mind off it" she replies

"I've tried that it never works. I tried therapists, colouring, drawing and I had them bracelets that shock you whenever you feel the need to cut. They never worked" I tell her and she nods.