Suicidal

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Sabrina-

After hours of crying and my mom telling me it's okay. Nana suggests that they should take me out for a few hours.
"Shannon and Sarah will stay with us, you three go out" Nana says and kisses my cheek

"Bye Nana Bye Paps" I say quieter than normal and I leave the house with mom holding my hand

We get in the car and Dad starts driving us.
"When are you both coming back home" he asks and I look at mom

"When Sabrina feels like she is ready, and when you realise what you said was wrong" she replies

"Beth I have told you a million times I was drunk and I have no idea why I said those things. Please just give me a chance to prove myself" he begs and I feel tears leave my eyes

Peyton could be here apologising for not hearing me out or for leaving me. I could apologise back for lying to him and hurting him. But I'm not allowed that I'm not allowed happiness.

"Brina what's wrong" Dad asks and I look at him

I shake my head and look out the window
"Honey maybe he'll figure it out soon and talk with you" Mom says and we stop outside the mall
"We're here" she says and we get out

I take her hand and we start walking in.

I see a lot of people from school and they all stare and whisper.
"Momma" I whisper and she looks

"David do something" she says and he nods

"Hey What are you all looking at, stop staring at my daughter" he yells and they all look away.

"Thanks" I say and he smiles putting his arm around me.
We go into shops and I see a sweater Peyton had worn once.

I take his size and buy it.
"For the Mr" the cashier asks

"Something like that" I reply and he nods handing me the change.

I go back to my mom and she hugs me.
"I want to go back home, I want to be in my bed" I tell her and she nods

"Of course" she says and I start feeling more tired.

We end up going to see a movie.
"Want any popcorn" dad asks I shake my head and lean my head on his shoulder and he wraps his other arm around me because the left one is wrapped around mom

Beth:

I glance over at David and Sabrina. He has his other arm wrapped around her and she's fallen asleep.
I smile and the movie finishes.

He lifts her up and I take our stuff. We start walking out to the car.

"Should we pick Shannon and Sarah up" I ask he nods setting Sabrina in the car I buckle her in and sit in passenger while he drives.

Shannon and Sarah get in the car and he starts driving home.
"Girls we need you to start being nicer to Sabrina. You saw what she was like earlier, that was because of her reflection in the mirror. Having you two treat her the way you used to will make things worse for her" I tell them and they nod.

Once we get home I take Sabrina into her room and I pull the comforter over her.
I kiss her forehead and I go into my room.

"Let her sleep alone tonight, she needs space" David tells me I nod getting in bed falling asleep fast.