Suicidal

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Sabrina:

I go with Peyton's Grandma Lindsay into the kitchen where Mrs Meyer is getting the ingredients.

"Do you know how to bake them" she asks I nod. I tie my hair up and wash my hands.

We start baking the cookies and soon there are a few batches in the oven.
"Should we do a mince pie today, then in the morning we'll do the Christmas dinner" Lindsay asks and Mrs Meyer nods

"Yes. Sabs wanna help" Mrs Meyer asks I nod.

I start doing it because they're talking while checking on the cookies.

Once the pastry is done I start cooking the mince and I take a bowl making the sauce to mix in with the mince.
I use my Nana's special recipe she taught me when I was younger.

"Look at you go" Lindsay says and I look at them.

"Sorry" I apologise and they smile

"It's fine go ahead. We'll start preparing for the dinner tomorrow" Mrs Meyer tells me I nod continuing to make the mince pie.

I put it in the oven and I start washing up.
"I'll do that it's fine" Lindsay says

"I got it" I tell her and she nods
I put everything away and I get plates out for everyone.

I wait until it's half way cooked and I do designs on the top and sides quickly before putting it back in.

"Sabrina" Peyton calls and I turn

"Yeah" I ask and he comes in

"Are you nearly done I'm bored" he says hugging me from behind.

"I'm just waiting for it to finish cooking" I reply and Mrs Meyer smiles

"We can handle it. Go play a board game or something" Lindsay says shooing us out the kitchen and we go into the hangout room.
I see a piano and I go over to it. I sit down and start playing random things.

"Is there anything you can't do" Peyton jokes sitting next to me

"There's a lot of things I can't do" I reply and he looks at my fingers moving on the piano as I press random keys

"Sing something" he asks and I look at him

"Like what" I ask and he shrugs

"What do you know" he asks and  I think

I play city of stars from La La Land.

I look at him and he was recording me.
He smiles ending the video
"Delete it please" I say and he shakes his head getting up.

I jump onto his back trying to get his phone
"Guys dinner" Mr Meyer yells and Peyton starts walking out of the room while I'm trying to grab his phone.

"What's going on" Mrs Meyer asks laughing

"I took a video of Sabrina playing the piano singing and she wants me to delete it" he says and goes to show her. I get the phone and run into a different room. I do the passcode which is when we started dating and I see he's uploaded it onto my Instagram

"Peyton how is my instagram logged in" I ask him

"Oh I forgot to log you out yesterday when you was on it" he replies I nod and I go to delete the video but he takes the phone and puts it in his pocket.
"Foods going cold" he says and takes my hand. We walk into the dining room and we sit down.
Peyton starts to eat it fast.

"Peyton slow down you'll choke" Paul says and we laugh

"This is good" he says looking at Mrs Meyer

"Actually Sabrina cooked everything" she replies and they look at me. I look down at my food uncomfortably

"Well it tastes amazing" Paul says and the room fills with silence. Way to make things awkward Sabrina.

Soon everyone has finished eating and me and Peyton go upstairs.

I go into my bag looking for my pyjamas. I find them and I change in Peyton's bathroom while brushing my teeth.

He comes in to brush his and I get into his bed. He walks out of the bathroom and lays next to me.
He kisses my shoulder and I look at him

He smiles and pecks me on the lips.
I smile back and he puts on some random movie and I feel his arm warp around my waist pulling me closer to him. I just cuddle into him watching the movie.