Suicidal

9

Sabrina:

I get home from school and I take a shower
I take my razor blade and I create little scratches on my sides

After a few minutes I wash the blood off and get out of the shower

I get dressed and I walk downstairs

I see Shannon and Sarah at the table talking and they glare at me
"You look disgusting" Sarah says and I look down

"You're such a coward" Shannon adds and they push me over

I stumble and Sarah slaps me hard

"Please stop" I beg as Shannon kicks me in my side

Soon they stop and I take my dance bag before running out of the house

Once I get to the dance studio I change into my duet outfit and I braid my damp hair

I pin it into place and Taylor walks in
"Sabrina and Penny your on" she calls and we walk with her back stage and do our duet

After we done we go back to our dressing room and start getting ready for the group dance "What was that? That was the worst duet you have ever done Sabrina" Jennifer yells and I look down

"I'm sorry, I've been having pains in my side" I tell her and she shakes her head

"Take these painkillers and you better not let me down got it? We need you to be better than last competition" she tells me I nod taking the pills with water and I start stretching

My side where Shannon kicked me starts to hurt but I shake it off

Our number gets called on

(Sabrina can be anyone you want)

After the group dance we go back to the dressing room and I change into my solo which was changed for today.

I redo my hair and makeup and I walk backstage meeting Jennifer, Laura couldn't make it.

She lets me go over my routine in a different room because I'm the last act

Peyton:

They call Sabrina on and she walks onto the stage

I clap as she finishes and everyone gets sent back onto stage for the rewards

"For the groups, first place never give up" the judge calls and someone from Sabrina's group goes up to collect the prize

"And the overall top scorer is Sabrina Carpenter with the people's choice" he calls out we all clap and cheer and she goes up to get her prize

Soon it's over and I go to their dressing room
"Hey" I say and she looks at me as she's taking her hair out of her ponytail

"Hi" she says and puts her hair into a lose ponytail
"Wheres my dad"she asks and I shrug

"I don't think I saw him" I reply and she frowns. She takes her phone and I see tears in her eyes

"He never showed up" she says quieter than usual

"Maybe he had a good reason like work" I try and make her feel better