Suicidal

10

Peyton:

I wake up to knocking on the door. I open my eyes seeing Sabrina in my arms sleeping.
"Sabrina wake up" a woman calls in

Sabrina groans and sits up
She takes her phone checking the time and laying back down
"What is the time" I ask and she shrugs

"Six thirty" she replies and rubs her eyes

"Sabrina come on" her mom says knocking the door

"I'm up" Sabrina replies and falls out of bed
I get out of her bed and she gets up, she makes her bed and we walk out of her room

We go into the dining room and only her mom is there
"Wheres the others" Sabrina asks and her mom turns

"They're showering and stuff, who's this" she asks turning to me

"My friend Peyton, Peyton My mom Beth" Sabrina replies and sits down

I sit next to her and Beth smiles

"Boyfriend or no" she asks and Sabrina shakes her head

"Just friends mom" she replies and Beth nods.

"Oh how was dance" she asks setting breakfast in front of us both

"Okay, I got first place on my solo" Sabrina replies with a shrug

"That's amazing, was dad impressed" she asks and Sabrina looks down

"He didn't show up" Sabrina replies and Beth's face drops

"Hey what's up" Sabrina's dad asks walking in with Shannon and Sarah who both are on their phones

"You didn't show up to her competition" Beth asks calmly but you can see the anger

"Mom it's fine" Sabrina tries to say but gets cut off

"Yes I had to take the girls out somewhere, did you know they've both been getting straight A's for every subject" he asks smiling

"A word in our room now" Beth yells and they walk away

"Wait to go" Shannon says and sits down taking an apple

"Whats even the point, it's a stupid dance competition. Now you have them arguing no wonder why he never bothers with you" Sarah tells her and I look at them

"Come on Sabs" I say taking her hand. I pull her up and take her to her room.

"I didn't mean for them to argue" she tells me and I nod

"I know you didn't, it's not your fault okay" I tell her and she looks away

"You haven't even bothered with her since she was fucking five years old, she got raped and you wasn't even there in the hospital when she was in a coma" Beth screams and Sabrina starts to cry
I get her a outfit and she goes into her closet changing into it.

She comes back out and we start walking out of the house.

"You need to start growing up" Shannon tells her and we walk out of the house

We get into my car and she cries all the way to my house

"Are you Coming in" I ask she shakes her head and I get out of the car

Sabrina-

Once we get to the school I have stopped crying and he's buying the fact that I'm fine.

"Peyton we need you team meeting" Zay yells and he looks at me

"I'll be okay" I tell him and he nods

He hugs me before walking over to them. I go to my locker and a note drops out of it as I open the locker.

I pick it up and open it seeing writing.

'Thinks she can sing and dance'

'I know what a fat bitch'

'Have you seen how much weight she put on? It won't surprise me if she's pregnant by the size of her'

'I know right, you'd think she would quit eating but nope she still does'

I throw the note back inside my locker and I go to go in the bathroom
"Watch it" Shannon yells and pushes me
People laugh and start to crowd
"You're always in the fucking way you stupid whore" Shannon screams and pours water over me. Soon the whole school is watching and laughing at me
I get up and run inside the bathroom .

I lock the door and I wash my face which has tears rolling down it every second.

Soon I stop crying and I'm late for first period.
I walk out and see Jerry the schools drug dealer.

"Want anything" he asks and I look at the box

"I have fifty bucks I'll have your strongest" I tell him handing the money to him

"Don't take it at once, only do small amounts of that a day" he tells me I nod and he hands me a bag before walking away

I go back into the bathroom and I take all of the drugs.

I clear any evidence and I drink water to get rid of the smell. I even spray breath spray in my mouth

I go to science and I walk inside, they all look at me and I just ignore everything and sit down
"Is everything okay" Mr Daniele asks I nod and he places work in front of me.

"Where were you" Peyton asks me

"Bathroom, there was a line" I tell him he nods and I start the work once it's done I put my head in my arms on the desk because my head is pounding.

My eyes start to cloud and soon I pass out.