Suicidal

30

I wake up with most of my body on Peyton's body.
Memories of early hours this morning come back and I smile. I look at Peyton and he wakes up.
"Morning" I say and he smiles. I peck his lips and I snuggle back into him.
He pulls the blanket back over us and I look at the time.
5:04am.

I wrap my arms around him and he tangles his legs with mine.

I hear footsteps upstairs.
"Peyton their awake" I say and jump up. I put my panties on quickly and he starts getting dressed. I find my bra and put it on and I put my pyjamas on too.

He puts Tv on and we sit down.
"Peyton the condom" I tell him and he looks. He takes it along with the wet wipes and the packet and throws it in the bin.

He comes back and we act like we were watching tv.
There's a knock on the basement door and it opens.

"Hey guys" Mrs Meyer says walking down with two cups.
"Coffee" she says putting them on the table.

"How'd you know we were down here" Peyton asks

"I was doing laundry and I came down here to see if there was anything, it's good to see that you've both gotten dressed" she says and I look down as my cheeks redden.

She walks away closing the door.
"Oh my god, what if she saw us naked" I ask and he chuckles

"Chill it's fine she probably saw our clothes and ran" he replies laughing

"It's not funny" I say crossing my arms.

"You know you look adorable when you pout" he says and I look at him.
He starts leaning in and suddenly he starts to tickle me.

"Peyton Stop" I yell laughing. He continues and I take his hands trying to pry them away.
"Please" I beg and he stops.

"Merry Christmas" he whispers and I smile

"Merry Christmas" I whisper back and the basement door opens. We both sit up quickly.

"What was that" Rob asks coming down with Mary and Mr and Mrs Meyer.

"I was tickling her" Peyton replies with a shrug

"Are you sure that was it" Mr Meyer asks raising an eyebrow. We both nod and I look around the room.

"Oh leave them alone if Peyton says he was tickling Sabrina then that's most probably what happened. He never lies to us" Mary says and sits down next to me

"Tickling? That's a new one" Rob mumbles

"Seriously, I was tickling her" Peyton yells frustratedly.

I zone out and hum along to the music in the background.
Mary shakes me and I look at her.
"Was he actually tickling you" she asks laughing slightly

"Yeah" I reply and they nod.

"See would Sabrina lie to you" Peyton asks and Mr Meyer smirks

"Let's put it to a test" he says "what happened last night" he asks

"Uhh" I mumble and they all look at me. I shrug and I hide my hands because they're shaking.

"What do you know that we don't" Rob asks confused

"Sabrina what happened" Mr Meyer asks and I run up the stairs of the basement. I run into the bathroom and lock myself in there.

I pace around trying to control my panic attack. Which somehow makes things worse.

I hear knocks on the door
"It's me" Peyton says and I open the door. He comes in and I lock the door again.
He hugs me and I let the tears fall down my cheeks.