Suicidal

15

Beth:

I hear something beeping and a nurse rush into Sabrina's room.

I run in after them and the heart monitor is slowing down:
A few doctors rush in and push me and David out
"What happened" I ask and he looks into the room

"I was asking why she did it I got a bit angry and yelled at her and she started crying and hyperventilating" he replies

"Are you being serious? Why the hell would you make her feel uncomfortable and scared when she's not in a stable mindset" I tell him and a doctor comes out

"She's awake, she's asked for her mother and someone named Peyton. She wants the father to go and not come back" the doctor tells us and David huffs storming out of the hospital I rush into the room and hug her

"H-He" she stutters our and I stroke her hair

"He's gone home baby girl" I tell her and she calms down
"what happened" I ask her and she wipes her cheeks

"He was asking why, I told him and he started yelling at me and he looked really angry. He scared me I thought he was going to hurt me" she explains crying again

Peyton runs in
"The doctor called me" he says panicking Sabrina opens her arms and he hugs her
She cries into his shoulder and explains to him what happened.

I see blood on the sheets and I move the blanket. I see her leg bleeding
"Sabrina what happened" I ask and she looks

"I dont know" she replies calmly

"You didn't do it did you" I ask and she shakes her head

I go and get a doctor and he starts to check
"One of the stitches came out from where she's been moving. I'll stitch it back up" he says and gets the kit

"Will it hurt" she asks and he looks at the wound

"A bit" he replies and I take a rubix cube from my bag and hand it to her

She starts to do it and the doctors starts to stitch the wound back up

Soon she finishes the rubix cube and places it down. "Okay and done" he tells her
"I'll get a nurse to clean the sheets" he says before leaving

"I can watch her if you'd like, you look tired" Peyton tells me after Sabrina falls asleep

"I feel like you're always trying to get rid of me" I reply and he shrugs

"You look warn out, you should also talk with David" he tells me I nod getting up

"Peyton thank you for everything you're doing with Sabrina. She never really had a guy in her life I think a guy friend or boyfriend is going to help her a lot" I tell him and he smiles

"It's honestly no problem at all. Sabrina just needs to know there are people here for her" he replies and I kiss her forehead causing her to stir but she falls back asleep

"I'll be back early in the morning if that's okay" I ask and he nods

"That's fine, you don't have to come back until the afternoon have some rest" he tells me

"Night" I say and leave the room.
I start driving home.

I start to worry about Sabrina and Peyton alone at the hospital. But I know that I need to start giving her space because she'll want to be treated normally.

I get home and I walk in, David and the girls are sat on the couch watching Tv
"I hope you're happy" I say and he groans

"Here we go, Sabrina is the victim" Shannon mumbles under her breath

"Actually yes she is the victim, how about we all start ignoring you and stop turning up to events that mean the world to you. Then let's get the whole school to beat you up and bully you everyday. Then put yourself in that poor girl who is your sister's position, because let me tell you now, if you were her you wouldn't be able to cope a week" I yell at them and they all look shocked

"Beth that's enough, Sabrina is perfectly fine she just wants attention" David replies and I roll my eyes

"Are you fucking kidding me, your daughter is in hospital, she tried to commit suicide because she knows you don't care about her. All she wants is for you to actually care about her and even when she nearly died you were too busy doing things for Shannon and Sarah what a shocker" I scream and he gets up

"That child is nothing but a spoilt brat and you know it. Ever since she was fucking five years old and started developing speech problems and anxiety it was all 'it's okay baby mommy's here' ever since it's been the same" he screams back

"I was trying to comfort her because you stormed out of the house because she got scared of you because you started screaming at her calling her a little fuck up" I scream back and he rolls his eyes

"She is a total fuck up" he screams and I slap him before storming into my room.
I pack bags and I walk out of the house going to my parents.

I explain everything and my mom hugs me
"I told you he wasn't a nice fella, you and little Bri are moving in with us" dad tells me and I nod. He moves the bags into my old room and I shower before falling asleep.