Never, Forever

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Now I knew what I had to do to be happy. 

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I walked past the cafeteria and walked through the corridors of the Falcon. It was a lot bigger than I thought. As I was walking I tried to control my breathing. I had to be confident. After a small stroll I had finally found the door I was looking for. I pressed the button and the door was open. I was astonished. It was the observation room. The room was made of a strong glass that was crystal clear. It felt as If I could see the whole galaxy. I could see stars and planets and it all felt so big. I felt calm, I felt so peaceful. 

"It's beautiful" I heard his smooth and deep voice. 

"Ben" I breathed out. I did not have to turn around to know who it was. I was astonished to find that the connection was established without me detecting it. It must be getting stronger. He wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed my cheek. I felt so content. 

"I decided what I am going to do" I said with finality pulling myself out of the trance his touch had placed me in. I pulled away from his arms, turned around and looked him in the eye. It was just him and I in the observatory room. My back faced the stars and his to the door. I could see the disappointment in his eyes, that became a common emotion he showed. Before he could speak I decided to get it out of the way. I took a deep breath.

"I can sense the good in you Ben" I said and watched as he gripped his fists and rolled his eyes. 

"Lets not do this. Not now" He said in a defeated and annoyed tone. 

"Ben I need you to stay away from me-" I spoke but he interrupted 

"You know I can't do that" He spoke in a broken voice.

"I can't either but we both have to try!" I pleaded to him. I wanted to change him to the light side with all my heart but for now we had to be apart. The bond between us only grew stronger and it was becoming dangerous. 

"I DONT WANT TO TRY!" He yelled and I watched his face turn red in rage.

"The rebellion has much to do and very soon the Falcon will land so that we can build the new resistance Ben" I tried to reason with him. "It will be a long time before I see you in person again and I hope that it will not be on the battle field but I think it would be better if we waited till than. If we break off our connection now. If we don't we will grow stronger. Every day our bond becomes harder to resist." He was looking down now unable to look me in the eye.

"The dark side" He said in a flat tone. I was surprised how well he hid his emotions in his voice. He looked up at my confused face and continued speaking. 

"You mean the dark side is becoming harder to resist." He corrected me. I didn't want to say it and I didn't want him to know that the dark side was slowly luring me in. 

"Yes" I said with a sigh and looked down at me feet. 

"Well why do you think that is?" He asked in a spiteful tone. "Answer me Rey why do you think the dark side is calling to you?" 

He raised his voice a little spitting his words like venom. He was no longer sorry, he was no longer sad or disappointed he was angry but worst of all he was right everything he said was right. He waited for me to answer and clearly gave up. 

"Better yet why do you think you are lured to it?" He said with a smirk. 

"The dark side could call anyone but only a few actually hear it, feel it and are lured by it" I tried to keep my tears in.

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