Love With The Force (Evil Rey) (Kylo Ren x Rey)

Friend Found

This chapter is dedicated to Jemma_Bella_Riddle thank you so much for encouraging me! 

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"Please meet me tonight. Somewhere we can be together and see the stars. Please meet me. Not him" He asked in a desperate voice. "I love you"

The connection was broken and I was left with my decision.

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It was the middle of the day and I sat in my room. I knew that Finn, Poe and Rose would be worried about me but for now I had to make a decision. I sat on the bed and looked at the blank wall of the small room. I stared intently at it as if it held the answer that I was looking for. I spent this time digging into my brain trying to force an answer out. If I were to meet him he would know that there was a possibility that we could still be together. Our bond would become stronger. But if I were to go with Poe he would be furious and tear up the galaxy. 

"What do I do?" I asked myself in a small voice. 

A knock on the door broke me out of my trance. 

"Hey you in there or not?" I heard Rose say in a cheerful voice. 

I rose out of bed and opened the door. She looked at me with a worried face. 

"What happened?" She asked and walked inside before I could invite her in. 

She sat down on my bed and patted the spot next to her for me to sit down. 

"Its just uh complicated" I sighed and sat down next to her. 

"Oh yeah I would no nothing about complications" She said in a sarcastic voice. She grabbed my hand and looked me in the eye. Her emotions were so raw. So open. Everything Rose felt was as clear as day in her eyes. Worry I could feel worry emitting off of her. 

"I just have a difficult decision to make" I said looking down and gripping her hand. Rose nodded her head in understanding. She bit her lip as she concentrated while nodding her head and wondering her eyes around the room. This was how she thought. 

"I understand that you cannot tell me" She said in a soft tone that shocked me. I was gratified that she understood but I had never heard this type of tone from her. She sounded to serious, so grounded. It was the complete opposite of her usual cheery and teasing tone. "I can sense your conflict" She said and looked at me with a broad smile that instantly made me feel better. "Not because I am a jedi" She laughed and I laughed with her. "But because I am your friend and I can tell when you are not ok" She said and my heart felt lighter. In this whole galaxy I had never been shown kindness and to those who did like Han Solo did not stay for very long. It felt good to not be completely alone. "I know this sounds cliche but pick what would make you happy. My sister and I had to make a lot of very difficult decisions when we were younger and I cannot say that all of them were the right ones but it got me here to where I am today" She said with a smile and I knew that she was referring to meeting Finn. Her eyes glassed over with love as soon as she began to think of Finn and her mind seemed to wander off. She looked deep into me, her eyes penetrating my soul. No longer was I able to hide the conflict I felt. 

"Choose the decision that would make you genuinely happy" She gripped my hand and said in a soft tone that held a strong sense of finality.

It was interesting seeing Rose's character change. I had always thought that she was an immature hot head. Who was cheery and joked around but now I could see that she was very wise. Finn had told me about her tragic childhood and it amazed me to see her so well put together. Using her humour and smiles to get through everyday and making others around her feel well.

"Thank you Rose" I enthusiastically said while giving her a hug. I finally knew what I would do and the decision I would make and I felt so much better to have this weight lifted off of my shoulders. 

"Im just happy to see you feeling better" She said and retuned the hug. 

"Im going to have some dinner" She said and stood up. 

"Dinner?" I asked. Had it really been that long. Was I really in my room all day. 

"Yeah" She laughed "Are you coming?" She asked while pausing her hand on the door handle. 

I sat for a second and remembered what she said about being happy. 

"No I'll be alright thank you for helping me I feel much better" I reassured her and thanked her. 

"Thats fine it was nothing" She said and closed the door and walked away. 

Now I knew what I had to do to be happy. 

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