Love With The Force (Evil Rey) (Kylo Ren x Rey)

See The Stars

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That morning I woke up alone and let out a sigh. I had done my usual routine and made my way to the shower. I used the hot water to cleanse away the bad thoughts of Ben last night. I did not want to remember anything. I just wanted to be happy today. I went out to the eating area for breakfast and saw most of the group except for Rose seated at a table. 

"Mornin" Poe had said happily with a bright smile, clearly in a good mood and moved aside for me to sit next to him. 

"Morning" I responded with a smile. I sat down and began to eat while listening to the conversation. 

"Where's Rose" I asked 

Both of the boys looked at me with disinterest. 

"Oh Rose she never wakes up early... or on time" Finn said while rolling his eyes with a smile.

"Who cares the less the merrier" Poe said sarcastically with a smirk suddenly he began yelling in pain and a bed headed Rose was gripping his hair behind him. 

"You were saying" she spat into Poe's ear. 

She let go of him with a smirk and watched as he finally stopped letting out noises of pain. Although it was just a game those sounds were the same as the ones from Ben's dream and made me feel uncomfortable. I stood up. 

"I'll see you guys later. I just have some things to do" I said short and simple and quickly got out of my chair. While walking the corridors of the Falcon I had the same weird feeling I had slowly gotten used to. When I turned around Ben stood in front of me. 

"Please not now Ben" I said and attempted to walk away. Ben held out his arm and used the force to bring me to a halt. 

I tried my hardest to resist or shut the connection off between us but his anger and hatred were too strong. 

"Did you tell him that you aren't meeting him?" He asked in a deadly tone. 

Slowly I could feel my throat tighten. Ben and I had always been in conflict had scarred each other and nearly killed each other. But this was different. This was much worst. 

"B-Ben" I choked out. 

I watched as his eyes became unfocused as if he had just realised what was happening his eyes than filled with worry and he quickly let me go. 

"Im sorry, I'm sorry Rey" He muttered over and over again while coming to my side. 

I held my neck and became scared. I was scared that he had gotten strong enough to hold the connection and strengthen it to the point of where he could touch me or manipulate me with the force. I was scared because I did not think that he was capable of hurting me like that. Usually in our fights we would try our hardest to strike the other but that was in the past before we felt anything. I was terrified and was finding it harder to see the Ben I once loved. It made me think that maybe it would be easier to be with Poe. To rid myself of this heart ache. Of this slow torture of loving a man who was always covered with a tough facade. I was so distraught that I realised I had forgotten to block my mind. I looked to his face and saw that he had heard my thoughts. Felt my emotions. He looked into my eyes and his were filled with regret. He came up to me and kissed me on the forehead and once again I felt the presence of the real Ben. 

"Please don't" I said and broke away from him which caused him to groan in frustration. 

"Please don't toy with me any longer" I begged. 

I began to walk away and heard him call my name. To afraid to turn around and face him I ran to my room and burst into tears. I felt so lost. I felt so torn. I wanted to save Ben but everyday he seemed to grow darker. Every day it seemed to get harder. I could not let my love for him cloud my intentions, thoughts and conscience. My feelings were so overwhelming I could not hold up the shields that blocked my mind from his. I knew that he could feel my emotions. I wanted him to feel the pain, the sadness and the betrayal that I felt. I heard a faint noise that I recognised as Ben's voice. 

"Please meet me tonight. Somewhere we can be together and see the stars. Please meet me. Not him" He asked in a desperate voice. "I love you"

The connection was broken and I was left with my decision.