Love With The Force (Evil Rey) (Kylo Ren x Rey)

Remember Me, Remember You

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I heard footsteps behind me and I knew they were Ben's. I was to tired to fight. To tired to try and I let my head fall as I passed out. 

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I woke up attached to the same machine I was hooked up to the first time Ben had interrogated me. We were in the exact same position. He was kneeling down in front of me. Looking at me and observing me. He had his mask on. I glared at him. 

"Finally you're awake" He said, the mask turning his voice into a sinister low register that stroke fear into anyone who heard. 

"Are you going to take that off?" I asked annoyed. 

"Do you remember what happened?" He asked me and walked around me ignoring my question. I could not turn my head so I just stayed still.

"You showed me just how much of a monster you can be. You killed my friends" I said and I fought hard to keep the sad emotion out of my voice. He was behind me so I directed my eyes to the wall in front of me. "Now take the mask off" I said in an angry voice. He didn't get to hide. 

He walked in front of me and took off the mask. Our faces were inches apart. He looked me in the eye with an emotion I could not detect. 

"You forgot the best part!" He said with a smirk. Before he spoke his next words his face went sad and than turned into a glare. Our faces were so close together I could feel the anger radiating off of him. I could feel the sadness he was trying so desperately to hide. "You tried to kill me"

"I didn't forget it" I said and looked him in the eye. "I just didn't think it was an important thing" I said with a shrug and looked away from him. I heard him take his glove off and stroke the side of my face. 

"I thought you loved me" I said and I could hear his voice crack. I no longer had empathy or pity for the monster. 

"Looks like we both made that mistake" With those words I had crushed any last hope he had that I still loved him.

"You didn't make a mistake" He said "I still and will always love you" 

I turned my head and looked back at him. 

"Destroying everything I love. Watching me fall apart and gaining happiness through my misery. Picking me apart piece by piece and turning me into a monster" I said in a flat voice not wanting to show him any emotion. He didn't deserve my love or my hate. 

"You sure have a funny way of showing your love." I spat out and watched him wince. He looked so hurt.. but I wasn't finished yet. 

"I hate you, I used to think I could save you and that we could be together and always thought that joining the dark side was the cruelest possible future I had but you showed me that the worst thing that could ever happen to me is being stuck with you. I don't love you. I don't like you and I don't want to save you. I want to destroy everything you have ever loved. I want to see you fall apart. I want to see you break" I said as I felt a dark energy take over me. I fought it off and quickly rid my body of it. I meant everything I had said but that dark energy had pushed me to say those terrible things. I looked at him to see him clenching and unclenching his fists with his jaw clenched and his eyes watering up. 

"If I ever get out of these restraints" I said and brought my face closer to his. "I'll kill you"

He turned his back so that I could not see his face. 

"You will get out of the restraints very soon" He said and opened the chamber doors. Before he left a group of people came in with horrifying gadgets and terrifying droids followed them. 

"But I doubt you will remember your hate for me" He said and stepped through the door. 

I began to shake and slam at the restraints. 

"Ben NO!" I yelled out as the droids grabbed a giant needle out. I watched as the other grabbed something that looked like a laser that was used to cleanly cut through material. I watched in horror as they began to hook a machine up to my head. 

"You will only remember what I want you to remember" Ben said and the door closed. 

"BEN PLEASE NO!" I screamed in horror. I screamed so loud I was sure that the whole crew could hear me. 

"This will only hurt a little miss" The droid said in a flat voice while attaching a device to my head. I tried my hardest to use the force to push them away but nothing was working. Ben had put a serum in me that had made me weak. 

"GET AWAY FROM ME!" I screamed but was too late when I heard a loud screeching noise and felt my whole body get shocked. I withered in pain and shook furiously until the machine had been turned off. I slumped down but was not able to fall because of the device I was attached too. All I could hear was my breathing and the sound of my own heart beat. I watched as a droid pulled a giant needle out and placed it in my neck. I screamed in pain. I could no longer move and all I could do was scream and feel the pain they inflicted on me. I watched as the droid grabbed a laser and made a tiny incision on my head. Slowly they used the laser to cut through my skull. I screamed so loud I almost made myself deaf. The pain was unbearable and they continued to shock me, stab me and cut me. I soon lost my voice and my throat was raspy and all I could do was cry until everything went dark.

I know gruesome, don't worry I am 100% sure this is heading in a positive direction wink wink