Love With The Force (Evil Rey) (Kylo Ren x Rey)

Secrets Are Best Kept

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This chapter gets a bit uhhh spicy. So warning for the younglings ;)

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"Please let me go"

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Rey POV

This was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I wanted to be with him. Every part of me wanted to be with him but the closer I got to him the closer I got to the dark side. 

"You know I can't do that," he said in a serious tone. "I rule the galaxy! I own everything! I can give you everything" He pleaded with me. 

"Why can't you just be happy?" The wavering in his voice told me that he was fighting away from his tears. 

"Because I don't want that!" I yelled at him. "When will you understand that I don't want to rule over a miserable galaxy. I don't want to become a ruler. I don't want everything" 

I paused and watched the effect my words had on him. His mouth was agape and his eyes were wide clearly surprised by my outburst. 

"All I wanted was you" I whispered. 

I shut my eyes and looked towards the ground. I clenched my fists but there was nothing I could do to stop the endless flow of tears that fell from my eyes down to the ground. 

"You said you would do anything" I cried "Than why can't you leave this path of hatred for me? Why can't you come with me and live happily" I asked him as my voice cracked with every sob that escaped my mouth.

Suddenly the restraints that held me were taken away. I would have fallen to the ground but Ben had caught me. I sobbed into his shoulder as he held me. 

"I thought you wanted me to go away?" He asked in a sad tone. 

I figured what he had meant. A few seconds ago I was begging, pleading for him to leave me alone. And here I was. Clinging to him. I couldn't stop myself and to be honest I didn't want to. 

"I don't know what I want" I cried "Not anymore" 

I felt as he breathed in and out. His hard chest expanding underneath my touch. 

"I could show you?" He said in a hopeful tone "I could show you what you want" he whispered and began to kiss my cheek and slowly trail kisses down my neck. 

His grip on me began to tighten with need and desperateness. I tried my hardest to fight off the euphoric feeling his touch gave me but it seemed impossible. 

"You love me," He said in a stern voice and continued to kiss me. 

"I know you do," He said as if he was speaking to himself. 

"Just say it" he whispered into my other ear and I was completely lost in a seductive state of mind. 

I fought off the sounds that came out of my mouth. I tried my hardest to bite my tongue or muffle them. I had never felt this way before. His kissing and teasing began to slow down and I couldn't help but cry out in desperation. I needed more, I wanted more. 

"Say. It" He demanded and held my chin in his hand. 

His gentle loving kisses were a complete contradiction to this. His eyes were soft but his hold was firm like his voice. 

"I- I ..... I lo-" I tried to speak the words as I looked into his eager eyes.

"You can do it Rey. Just say it" he said encouragingly

I knew I loved him. So why couldn't I speak, why can't I say anything? I took a deep breath. 

"I lo-love yo-"

Before I could finish my sentence alarms went off throughout the whole ship. I watched as Ben's face began to fill with rage. A stormtrooper entered the room. 

"Sir two enemy ships have been spotted and seem to have an entire fleet with them. It is imperative that you go to the main bridge" He said in a flat tone. 

Ben was still and paid no attention to the troop. His hand was still firmly on my chin and all I could do was stare into his eyes. He blinked and he seemed to have found clarity. Softly he cupped my chin and turned my face. I did not know what he was doing until I felt his gentle and soft lips caress my cheek. I gasped as my face grew red. I turned my head back to face him and watched as he walked away. 

"Keep her safe and in your sight. If anything happens to her I will personally deal with you" He warned the troop and walked out of the room with the door sealing shut behind him. 

There was an awkward silence and the guard slowly began to approach me. 

"What are you doing?" I asked the guard confused and began to step back. 

The guard did not respond and continued to walk towards me taking dangerously slow steps. 

"Stop!" I ordered the guard but my attempt was futile. 

The guard took a few steps closer until he stopped. He reached for his helmet and to my utmost confusion, he slowly removed it. 

"Matt?" I said confused.

He looked at me sternly, an emotion I definitely did not expect. Although we weren't friends I did think he would be happy to see me. 

"What is going on between you and the supreme leader?" He asked in a serious voice. 

Oh no

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