"Hey" I said quietly, smiling softly at my laptop.
"Morning" Luke said, smiling back at me. It was so wonderful to hear his voice again.
"Morning? It's midnight over here" I gigled.
"Well here it's about nine a clock" he looked off somewhere and nodded.
"I'm surprised you're up" I said quietly, I didn't want to wake my parents.
I missed Luke so much, I needed to see him, even if it was only video chat. I also needed to know I wasn't over him, and I deffinetely wasn't.
"The guys are still sleeping, I wanted to talk to you alone" he smiled softly "I miss you"
"I miss you too...when are you coming back again?"
He made a sad face insted of answering "Not too soon"
I looked down, spinning my ring around my finger.
"Oh, I never asked" I looked up chuckling "How is it in the UK? I keep asking when are you coming back, I never even ask what it's like over there"
"It's amazing, really cool country" he grinned "Anything new over there?"
I bit my tongue. I didn't want to tell him about Dean, I was probably just confused. Obviously, what I feel for Luke is much stronger.
"Nope, just us missing all of you" I grinned.
"Don't worry, we'll be back before you know it" Luke grinned back. I heard the sound of a door opening and closing, and Luke looked off somewhere "Seems like the guys are up. You better hope I didn't wake them or you won't be seeing me again" he chuckled "Gotta go, love you"
"Love you too" I whispered, smiling softly and closing my laptop. I let out a long breath and morosely dragged myself to bed.
Pulling the covers over my head, I tried to fall asleep. I turned to different sides, trying to find a comfortable position for a number of times, but it didn't help. Once again, it took me hours to fall asleep.
I was pretty sure that, when I saw Dean, I would be over him, but I was wrong. I felt something even stronger pulling me to him. Why? Why was I feeling this? And why did Dean seem so familiar? I'm sure I've never seen him before in my life, but he reminded me of someone.
Julie and Jenna warned me more than a few times to stay away from him, but I couldn't. Every day drew me closer to him.
"Jess" I heard Jens voice and I flinched "Snap out of it!"
"Was I staring at him again?" Jen nodded and I groaned.
"I can't help it, why do I feel this way?" I muttered hopelessly, again refusing to eat, since we were at lunch.
"Well maybe if you actually listened to me" Julie mumbled over her shoulder but I heard what she said.
"What do you mean?" I asked strictly.
"Nothing" she muttered, shaking her head.
"That didn't sound like nothing Julie. You're mad at me" I frowned at her.
"Yes, as a matter of fact I am" she said annoyed "I told you a million times to stay away from that guy, and what do you do?" she slowly started to raise her voice "You go off and 'make friends with him' and now he's suddenly attractive!"
"Julie, it's not my choice! I never said I wanted to like him!" I almost yelled out nervously.
"Ha! Can't wait for Luke to hear that brilliant explanation!" she yelled out, storming off.
I quickly ran off in the other direction. Jen didn't know which one of us to go after first. I felt awful. I didn't want to lose some of the most important people in my life over this, but that's exactly what was happening.
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