T H I R T I E T H

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•Valeria's POV•

I sit up and lay my back onto bed frame.

"Why are you acting like this?", Chris sits next to me me and so does Jose. They technically have me trapped.

"I don't know what you're talking about, I always listen to music when I'm alone", I say.

"Yea but you don't ditch two periods", Jose says.

"Or act like you are sleeping to lack interaction with your boyfriend", Chris says.

"Talking about boyfriend, why did you break up with him for something stupid", Jose asks.

"I don't what to talk about", I say starting to get up but they push me back down.

"You have to", Chris says.

"You wanna know why, I don't know so what am I suppose to say, I was annoyed tired and jealous as heck so I just lashed out", I say.

"That's not a reason to breakup", Chris says.

"I know that's not a reason but I've just very I don't know, I don't know what this feeling is", I get up and start pacing.

"You should've talked to him about it", Jose says.

"I know but I already did what I did, does it matter everyone knew we weren't gonna last", I say, "I just finished it a bit earlier."

"Now you guys know I love you but I need to take a nice warm bath", i say.

"This isn't over yet", Jose gets up and so does Chris.

"See you later", Chris says and they both leave.

I go into my bathroom and turn the bath on. I get one of my lush bath bombs and get ready to relax.

After my bath witch was not even relaxing I got in some sweatpants and a tank top. I get on my bet and go on my phone to see text messages from, Jose, Chris, Luis, Leslie and Jack. I ignore them and turn my phone off. I go down to my kitchen and go through my fridge.

"Finally you got out of your room", I hear Luis says.

"Let me be", I say grab a bottle of apple juice.

"So when are you gonna stop being a brat and talk to jack", Luis asks.

"It's done, over I don't have to talk to him", I say.

"Why are you acting like that, I've known you my whole I know right now you are dying to go talk to him, just do it", he says.

"No I don't", I say, "it's over can't we just leave it at that".

"Ok but I'm not gonna be the one crying themselves to sleep", he says and goes upstairs.

I start drinking my drink and I look for more food, I decide to make a cup of noodles and I just wait. Once it done I go upstairs and eat while I watch glee on Netflix. Once I'm done eating I keep watching Netflix until it gets late then I turn off my computer and play music on my phone.

***

Luis was right, last night I did cry. I know I'm being selfish but honestly no one thought it would last. I really don't want to go to school today.

"Mom!", I yell.

"Yes?", she goes into my room.

"Can I stay home", I say.

"No that's final", she says and leaves.

I get up and put my hair in two Dutch braids. I put on blue jeans, a red and white striped shirt, and my all white vans.

"I look like Waldo great", I say and grab my backpack.

I hear honking and see Jose outside in his car.

"You can sit in the from Daniel took Christal", he says and I sit in the front.

"Please don't talk about it", I say.

"I'm not, but you should've put on a bit of concealer", he says and I look in the mirror and see my eyes were puffy for crying.

"No one will notice", I say.

"You can take the corner seat and I'll sit next to you in class", he says.

"Please", I say.

"I'm sorry for being a little bitch, I know I should've let you cry or whatever you wanted to do, you just kinda pissed me off", he says.

"It ok", I say.

"You need a hug", he says I pout and nod he hugs me and I could feel me crying.

"Why did I let the best thing go, but why am I still mad at him and myself", I say.

"Because you are a very complicated girl", he chuckles and so do I.

"It will get better I promise", he says and I nod then he starts driving to school.

I wipe my tears and look in the mirror.

"You look like Waldo", Jose says and I laugh.

"I know don't remind me", I say.

I put on my earbuds and get ready to get out of the car, I play upbeat music because I don't wanna cry in class. I get out and start walking to my locker and see jack next to it and I turn and go with Jose.

"Don't want to talk to him right now", I say and he nods.

"It ok, let's go to class", we start walking.

We walk into class and sit in the order we had said. I go on my phone and see it's blown up with messages from jack, I ignore them and go watch stories on Snapchat. The bell rings and look up and see Jack and he saw me, I broke eye contact because I didn't want him to come up and talk to me.

"Can we talk", I hear him say to me, but I act like I can't hear him.

"Valeria I know you can hear me", he pulls out one of my earbuds.

"We are in class their isn't much we can talk about, how many time do I have to repeat I ended something that wasn't going to last", I say and turn back around.

"I'm not giving up so easy", he says and goes back to his seat.

"It's ok mamas", Jose hugs me.

"I'm fine it's ok", I say and try not closing my eyes so I won't cry.

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