Sudden Love (Old Version)

Out in the open

Justin's pov

I held onto Jason's soft but strong hand as he slept, my mum was sat on the sofa staring blankly at the tv that was currently playing Hollyoaks, but I could tell that she wasn't watching it because she was barely blinking.

She was thinking about what Jason had told her.

I honestly didn't want him to say anything because I have no idea how she was going to react, as soon as he passed out she didn't say anything to me and walked straight over to the sofa.

Demi was sat on the chair next to me rubbing circles into my back as I sat just staring at him.

I cant believe he told her everything.

He admitted what he had done to me and you can see all the guilt and shame in his eyes and it is eating him up, he is beating himself up over it.

I know that he hurt me earlier but it wasn't his fault and I cant be angry at him and not speak to him because of that even though I do feel a little afraid of him, i'm not petrified.

I want to know who would spike his drink though.

They obviously had a motive for doing it and if he was with Chaz I cant help but suspect him because he isn't here now, I mean If you saw your friend was in the state that Jason was in, wouldn't you stay with them to make sure they were ok and safe?

Would it be the person that wants to kill me that did it?

But why would they hurt Jason if they want me dead and not him? I furrowed my eyebrows as all these different thoughts ran through my head making me get a headache.

I need to tell my mum to let this go, I don't want her to throw him out of the house or anything drastic like that, but she isn't that kind of person anyway so I doubt she would do that, she is not heartless and if I am starting to get over what he did to me she should to.

I know she's a little angry with me because I didn't tell her anything that was happening, but I wasn't about to tell her that the boy she took in as her own was the one that played a big part in me being the way that I am.

She loves and adores him to pieces, anyone in their right mind can see that and I wont let her make any stupid decisions that she will regret after.

"Are you ok?" Demi whispered in my ear.

I nodded slowly and stiffly as I kept my eyes on the damaged boy in front of me, he looks so fragile and peaceful just laying there, his breathing is soft and his chest was moving up and down slowly and the beeping of the heart monitor was steady.

My thoughts drifted to the person dressed in black that I saw when we got back in Demi's car from the cliff, It freaked me out because whoever it was just stared at me like they were watching me.

I didn't get any good vibes from this person and it seemed like they were out to cause trouble, It felt like they had followed us or something because Demi said she had never seen another person go to where the cliff is so it makes me even more suspicious.

What if it was the person that wants to kill me?

What if they are stalking my every move so they know when to strike at me? But I'm hardly ever on my own so when would they do it?

What if they hurt the person I am with at the time as well?

I cant let anything happen to the little family that I have because if anything happened to them I would never forgive myself, they are after me not them so I just need to be careful and watch my surroundings.