Sudden Love (Old Version)

Memories

Warning - May be some upsetting scenes

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Jason's pov

I ran down the stairs as quickly as I could, thanking the lord that my casts were off and I could actually run after him, skipping the stairs three at a time hearing the others run after me.

I could still hear him mumbling to himself although I could not make out what he was saying, it probably wasn't anything that made sense or was good so for that I am a little thankful for.

Making it to the bottom of the stairs, I kept a listen out from where his voice was coming from hearing it in the game room, I ran over and slammed the door open looking around, Justin had broken the flat screen television somehow and was holding the glass to his now bare torso.

He had taken his shirt off and was now cutting at his sides, running over and ripping the glass once again out of his hands then wrapped my arms around his waist. Sinking down to the floor and cradling him in my arms tightly, tears rapidly fell down my face as he screamed for me to let go of him but I wasn't about to do that.

"Let me fucking go." He shouted, squirming in my arms making me let out a sound of pain, not physical but emotional pain seeing my boyfriend this way.

The others ran in and the doctor looked completely and utterly shocked at what he was seeing, he ran over taking something out of his pocket before lifting up Justin's arm, holding it in his palm as he fiddled with the shot that was now in the opposite hand.

"What's that?" I hissed before he could inject it into him, without permission might I add.

"It will just make him sleep for a few hours, it is harmless to him, I promise." He spoke quickly, I nodded holding a struggling Justin tighter in my arms as he carried on yelling and screaming at me to let go of him, shouting profanities that I have never heard leave the once innocent Justin's lips.

The doctor grabbed his arm once again and injected the substance into Justin's arm, "It will take about three minutes for effect." He explained, standing up and walking back over to Demi and Pattie. I sat there sobbing into the back of Justin's neck as he kicked his legs.

"Can you let me the fuck go?" He shouted, pinching and scratching at my arms but I just kept my grip around him no matter how much he scratched me because none of that would amount to the pain I was currently feeling in my heart.

"It's ok baby," I whispered into his ear, "You'll be ok, I know you will, you have to be because you are my Justin, my world." I whispered as he started to slow down his struggling, the drug taking effect.

"You are beautiful, smart and funny when you allow yourself to be." I mumbled, kissing the back of his head as he slumped down against me, his eyes slowly closing as I gathered him in my arms so I was holding him to my chest then stood up holding him bridal style.

My body was trembling from being afraid and also from the sobs that were escaping my lips. I walked past everyone, carrying Justin up the stairs and I knew they were following me even though I didn't want them to, I could not do anything about it though because at the end of the day it is his mother.

Once I got to the top of the stairs, turning left to go to our room, I kicked the door open with my foot walking in at a quick place so that I could place Justin softly onto the bed where he would be the most comfortable.

Pattie switched the light on while I walked into the bathroom getting the first aid kit and once I had it I quickly made my way back over to Justin, kneeling down on the bed beside him, looking over at him for a few seconds before I opened the box getting out everything that I will need.