Sudden Love (Old Version)

Skatepark

Derek

I haven't really seen Justin in a while, which is quite unusual because we used to be together almost everyday, we were always at each others houses but we don't do that any more.

I have noticed that he has been more down and depressed than I have ever seen him before, just by looking at him you can tell that he is not well it doesn't take a genius to know that.

On the rare occasions I see him in school he doesn't really speak to me and i know i should make the effort to, It just feels like he's not even there any more.

I made some new friends in school, so I stay with them most of the time now and I know it seems like i have ditched Justin and given up on him but I haven't and I never will he's just too important to me for me too do that, I can just tell that he needs some time to himself to figure himself out without me being there.

I went to Stacey's house yesterday to start the project and to be honest she wasn't being the bitch that she is when she's around her friends, she was actually quite nice to me and it was like we were sort of friends, but I know all that will change when were in school.

I can tell she just puts up a front to be in the popular group so she's not bullied and I feel sorry for her that she can't be herself because she's to scared of what people will think about her.

It's Sunday today and I'm currently just sitting on my sofa thinking about everything, I think I might call Justin and ask if he want's to go to the skate park to get his mind of things. I know he has done that in a while, It might be good for him.

I ran up to my room and grabbed my phone from underneath my pillow and dialled Justin's number.

It rang five times and his soft broken voice rang through the speaker, "H-Hello?" He whispered into the receiver, "Hey Justin, it's Derek how are you?" I asked with a smile on my face from hearing his voice, "O-Oh hey D-Derek, I'm f-fine." He croaked.

His voice alone is enough to bring anyone to tears, just hearing you can tell he is completely far from fine, but I'm not going to push the subject because I know he does not need that.

"Good, I know we haven't seen or spoke to each other much, so I was wondering if you wanted to come to the skate park with me?" I asked in a hopeful voice.

I really want to see him and just spend some time with him like we used to.

"U-Um I don't k-know D-Derek, I-I haven't skateboarded f-for a w-while." He spoke in an unsure tone, "Well all the better to go then, see if you still got it." I grinned teasingly trying to lighten his mood.

The next sound I heard from his mouth was enough to make my heart swell with warmth, he giggled quietly, I know it isn't laughing and it was kind of forced but he still did it.

"A-Alright then, m-meet you t-there in an h-hour?" He stuttered and i couldn't help the smile that as brought to my face, his stutter is so adorable, "Sure, I'll see you in a bit." I agreed before hanging up, then ran into my bathroom to get ready, I just want to see his beautiful face already, I miss him so much, more than he would know.

Justin Bieber

I just got off the phone with Derek and he want's me to go to the skate park, I don't really want to but I'll go just to make him happy and maybe it will take my mind off things, I've been thinking all day and it's just making me more depressed than i already feel.

I haven't skateboarded in so long so i hope that i can still do it, I used to be so good at it but then i stopped when all the bullying started which was a long time ago.