Sudden Love (Old Version)

Acquaintances

Jason's pov 

My mouth was dropped open in shock as I stared at my used to be best friend, before he had disappeared off the face of the planet without any form of contact, even though when I was out of the hospital after my episode I had tried to phone him many times, but he never answered or bothered to phone me back. 

I could feel Justin's grip on my hand tighten as if to tell me he was there for me if I needed him, reminding me of who I was now and not who I used to be because right now I feel like punching him and I don't want to do that because I am not that person anymore and I don't plan on being that person ever again. 

My breath was caught in my throat as he stared back at me with a blank look on his face, but his eyes held so many other emotions, guilt being one of them. 

I turned my head to look down at Justin and he was watching me wide eyed to see what my next move would be, but I honestly don't know what to say, actually I do know what to say but I cant seem to speak. 

Justin let go of my hand and wrapped his arm around my waist as tight as he could as if he was trying to hold me together, I took a deep breath and let it out slowly as I wrapped my arm around his shoulder and wiggled my fingers in a motion to tell him to hold my hand and he did so without question.  

Justin gripped onto me tightly and it made me feel a lot better, but I knew that I was going to blow up if he even lets go of me for a second. 

I closed my eyes and took another deep breath then opened them and looked at Chaz who was now staring at me with a mixture of fear and guilt, Justin stood on his tiptoes and kissed my cheek, "I-I am here." He whispered then stood back properly and looked towards the ground, I smiled and kissed his temple then looked back at Chaz with a cold look. 

"What do you want?" I hissed making him flinch back, "I-I-" He stuttered taking a step back from me as if I was going to jump him.

"Well?" I asked. 

"I just want t explain." He spoke quietly and I nodded and moved to the side Justin following my steps.

"Well I don't want to hear it." I stated coldly and started to walk away from him but he grabbed my arm making me shrug it off and glare at him.

"Please Jason." He begged, but I shook my head and started to walk again until I felt a tug on my hand making me stop to see Justin looking up at me with those big caramel innocent eyes.  

"J-Jason?" He whispered as I furrowed my eyebrows at him and nodded for him to continue what he was saying, "Um-" He spoke shyly dragging his foot back and forth slowly against the floor making him look even more bashful as I looked at him in awe.

"I-I think you should t-talk to him." He whispered again making my frown deepen as I stood quietly and watched his body language, but all it spoke was nervousness and shyness. 

"Why do you think that baby?" I asked wrapping my arms around his neck and brought him to my chest while he wrapped his around my waist burying his face into my pectorals, I glanced to the side to see Chaz watching us with curiosity and me in awe and I guess its because he has never seen me like this before, but that is his own fault for not being here. 

"Well-" He started with a cute little sigh, "I g-guess I don't want you t-to lose your other best friend and you should just h-hear him out see what he says and if you d-don't want to speak to him then y-you don't have to." He mumbled, snuggling into me more.  

I let out a huff and bit my lip knowing that he was right, "You're coming with me though." I spoke, looking down at him with a raised eyebrow.

"Do I have t-to?" He whined making me chuckle and nod, "Let me g-go get Demi first." He pouted.