Sudden Love (Old Version)

Losing control

Jason's pov 

I stared at the text with wide eyes, reading it over and over again to make sure the words were there and not a part of my imagination, but no matter how many times I read it they didn't disappear making me panic inside, but I wasn't going to show it on the outside, I don't need my baby worrying over this, I will tell Pattie and Demi though and then Pattie can tell the police.

Closing my phone, I noticed Justin and Pattie were both giving me odd looks silently asking me what was wrong, I just shook my head and plastered a small fake smile on my face as I continued the short walk over to Justin and placed a kiss on his forehead.

When he looked down his cheeks blushing I smiled then quickly looked at Pattie shooting her a look that said I needed to tell her something, she furrowed her eyebrows but nodded anyway as I focused my attention back on the cute blushing boy sat on the hospital bed, I chuckled and kissed his temple making his cheeks brighten pink once again.

I bit my lip as I admired his flawlessness, just that little bit of colour added into his cheeks made him look a lot better than he usually does, I love it when he blushes because it showed me that he feels something.

It shows me that I have some sort of good effect on him just by kissing his forehead or temple, it makes me feel like I am actually doing something other than hurting him all the time.

Justin's usual doctor walked in and he took one look at Justin before his face saddened as he held the clipboard to his chest.

"Hey Justin, how are you feeling buddy?" He smiled as he walked over to us making sure Justin didn't notice his look of sympathy.

"Fine." Justin responded simply.

The doctor nodded and wrote something down, "Right would you like to tell me why your arms are wrapped in bandage?" He questioned with a knowing look on his face.

Justin ignored the question looking down in what seemed to be embarrassment and insecurity so the doctor looked towards me knowing that he wasn't going to get an answer.

"Uh he kind of went a bit off track and cut his arms multiple times with a kitchen knife before I managed to stop him." I explained painfully.

The doctor shook his head sadly and wrote down something else with a quiet sigh as he eyed the broken boy in front of him, he cleared his throat and looked towards Pattie.

"We weighed him earlier and he hasn't gained anything, in fact he has lost weight which isn't good and has now made him into the danger zone of anorexia, he needs to put weight on and soon or the results of this aren't going to be good," He explained making tears well up in Patties eyes and I looked at Justin who still hadn't looked up from his lap.

"But I will say that his depression seems to have decreased, not by a lot but a little and I'm guessing it has something to do with this young man." The doctor teased looking at me and sending me a wink.

I chuckled weakly and smiled through my teary eyes, he patted my shoulder and sent me a nod, "It's a good thing, keep doing what you're doing." He grinned and I nodded as a tear slipped my eye, but I wiped it away quickly not wanting to upset Justin.  

"Now Justin you need to listen to me alright?" The doctor spoke seriously, but Justin still didn't lift his head and just nodded.

I took my fingers and placed them softly under his chin lifting his head up slowly to see his teary eyes, the sight made me whimper and I took my thumbs and wiped underneath his beautiful coloured eyes as he looked up at me like a little puppy getting scolded.

I took his hand in mine intertwining our fingers together then lifted it up to my lips kissing the back of his hand.

"Listen to him baby, please." I whispered and he nodded looking at the doctor slowly who sent him a smile.