Sudden Love (Old Version)

Fallen for his heart

Jason's pov 

Do you know the feeling of being in love? 

They are the only person you see, the only person you want to be around and be with. 

There is no greater feeling of being with someone that wants to be with you and needs you just as much as you need them, to love and be loved in return, knowing that person is there for you and you are there for them and just the thought of losing each other brings you closer together. 

I think there is nothing better than falling in love now that I have, it's like a drug that I cant get enough of.

Being in love is great and one of my favourite parts about falling is the giddy and fluffy moments because that is when you're experimenting with each other, learning about each other and then before you know it you are in love.

To stay in love and keep the relationship giddy is hard, you just have to make sure that you fall in love with each other over and over again, but love is not meant to be easy anyway, It is meant to be worth it, it is meant to mean something, it isn't meant to be something that is a burden to you.

You have to catch each other when you have fallen.  

I know that I am in love because I feel good about myself right now and I never felt completely good about myself before, I want to spend every single waking moment with him, I don't need other people anymore, I don't need to go out to not feel lonely because I have him and I don't care about the friends I once had that seem to have disappeared. 

I respect him so much, I respect him for everything that he is going through every single day, I always care about what he thinks and if he doesn't like something or thinks something needs changing, I will do it just to make him happy. 

We are working through our problems together and not separately.

We are using each other for support whether he knows it or not. 

I feel safe with him, I know he wont hurt me because it's not in his nature to do that so I feel safe, I can talk to him about anything without him judging or making fun of me, I cant even explain why we are together and I still don't understand how it happened, but it has and I wouldn't change it for anything and he will never compare to anyone else on this planet.  

If I could give him one thing it would definitely be for him to be able to see himself from my eyes, to see how beautiful he is and understand how much he means to me and only then will he realize how special he is to me and how perfect he is. 

For me it feels like I'm breathing fresh air for the very first time in my life, I didn't start breathing and I didn't start living until him. 

I've fallen for his stutter, his laugh, his smile, his voice, his eyes, his lips, his hands, his teases, his pout, his sass, his body, mind and soul.

I have fallen for everything he does, everything he says, everything he is. 

I've fallen for his heart.

As I sit here staring at him with probably the most goofy grin on my face that I could muster up as he wrote down notes, I wouldn't have it any other way. 

I leaned over and kissed his cheek watching as he cheeks turned red and he turned his head away from me trying to hide it, grinning wider if that was even possible, I rested my head into the palm of my hand with my elbow resting on the desk as I looked at him dreamily, having been staring at him for the whole half an hour that has passed for this lesson. 

I could tell that it was making him uncomfortable, but I honestly couldn't help it.

Every time I try to tear my eyes away from him they end up straight back on him so I gave up trying and kept my eyes on him to save me the effort.