Sudden Love (Old Version)

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Hey beautifuls...

I just wanted to say that there have been a few comments about the last chapter of this story but there was one in particular that had really upset me.

People are saying that it shouldn't have ended that way, yes that is your opinion, but this is my story and i ended it the way i saw fit to end it. 

This book represents reality, not every single book you read is going to end happily where they have babies and get married happily ever after, this is the real world and most people don't have happy endings.

There have been comments that I ruined the story because of the way i ended it, no I did not, if you cannot accept the reality of things that is your problem, but don't make me feel bad and like a crap author on how i ended a story that is personal to me ok, it is close to my heart and i wouldn't change the ending.

The one comment said that i gave the person hope while reading this story and then by ending it this way i made your hope disappear and thanks i guess? 

Like seriously, ok yes i'm glad it gave you hope and everything but like i said it's reality, did you honestly think Justin was going to be stable and better by the end of this book? No he wouldn't. 

I portrayed Justin to be how a person this ill would be, I showed his emotions and how he would react and he thought and i am proud of the way i portrayed his character because i made him real. 

This story can still give hope because i showed that you aren't alone, Justin is a very broken boy and there is a SEQUEL. 

Your comment really upset me because it's like you're saying i took every bit of hope you had away from you from my story?

Do you know how that feels? 

It makes me feel like shit and a bad person, it makes me feel like i just seriously hurt someone for my story and that's not fair to me. 

It's not ok to make me feel bad for my hard work because i have spent countless hours on this story for all of you to read, so i am not ok with you putting me down like that because the harsh reality is that i am just a stranger and you cannot put all of your hope into me or a book, maybe some but not all of it.

I understand things people have been through, from speaking to them and from my own personal experience, I am not afraid to talk about it, but i am not going to put them up on here. 

I'm 19 years old, I haven't lived that long, but i sure as hell have been through a lot. 

I'm not looking for sympathy because i'm not about that, but i just wanted to share something, to show the message about strength so i wrote this because i know there are so many people that suffer around the world, but think about it the sequel is called Recuperation and for those of you that don't know what it means it is:

Recovery from an illness or exertion; Or the recovery and regaining of something.

So seriously think about what the next book is about.

This book was all about the journey of a lost and broken boy, it was showing his life and how he suffered through it, how he dealt with things, how things started to change for the good to get bad again because that's what happens in real life.

I'm sorry if you didn't like the ending or it wasn't to your standards, but i am not going to apologize for writing this book because it's something i achieved. 

If you don't want to read book 2 then i guess that's your loss because i'm not losing anything from that, If you want to ask questions, I can do a Q&A on here as well.

I seriously love each and every one of you and keep and OPEN mind ok? I never speak my mind like this, but you can only be pushed so far before the barrier breaks. 

Stay beautiful and stay you <3