Sudden Love (Old Version)

I'll be

Justin Bieber

It's happening again, I can feel it and I really hope that this is just a one day thing.

It's like I cannot control my body and what it's doing, the black hole just keeps sucking me in further and further and every time I try to climb back up to the light, I get pulled straight back down but I keep climbing.

I have to get out of this and now, i know that i am scaring my mum but i cant help it because my body isn't thinking like my brain is, It's like they have separated.

It was dark now so I'm guessing it's quite late at night and here I was sat up straight in bed staring at nothing in particular, why did I cry on Jason?

He is just going to go back to normal.

Before I knew what I was doing I got up out of bed and walked over to my bathroom and just stared at myself in the mirror, "I'm so ugly." I said to myself, Why don't I have control of my body?

I walked back into my bedroom and then stared at my door, "I'm so ugly." I spoke robotically walking over to it and opening it and then paused.

I could hear the faint voices of my mum and Jason downstairs in the living room and so without my permission my body started to walk towards the stairs and no matter how much i tried to stop myself from going down the stairs, I knew that it wasn't going to happen and i was going down the stairs regardless.

I got to the top of the stairs and then just sat on the top staring down them, I wonder if I would die if I fell down them hard enough?

I got up again and made my way down the stairs slowly and then walked into the living room where i could hear them talking more clearly.

I then stood there staring at my mum and Jason with my head tilted slightly and I bet if you were watching I looked like something out of paranormal activity or a film like that because i am scaring myself even though i cant see myself.  

Jason McCann

"Really?" I asked laughing at something Pattie told me.

"Yes." She nodded giggling.

After our laughs settled down I looked back at the televison but felt a little uncomfortable so I turned my head slowly to look behind me and jumped about ten foot in the air and put my hand over my heart.

"Holy shit." I stuttered in shock.

"What? What's wrong Jason?" Pattie asked me, but I simply pointed at Justin who was stood there with his head tilted to the side staring at us.

"Oh my-" Pattie jumped and if this was a different situation i know i would have laughed at us jumping, "Justin, sweetie, are you ok? Do you feel better?" She questioned sweetly but he just stared at her as if she was inhumane.

"I'm so ugly." He muttered.

Oh no not again, I thought as I stood up with Pattie behind me and walked over to him, "Justin?" I questioned, "Hmm." He hummed in a daze, "Are you alright?" I asked softly again just like I did earlier making him nod slowly.

"I'm so ugly." He repeated with no emotion.

I looked over at Pattie and sighed, "He's doing it again." I stated what she had probably already figured out but she shook her head anyway as tears fell down her eyes.

"What do we do now?" She whispered, "Snap him out of it again, I'll try and ask him normal questions." I looked back over at Justin.

"Are you hungry?"