Sudden Love (Old Version)

First kiss

Justin's pov

The police have phoned and have said that someone wants to kill me.

Well that's just great.

"M-Mum who was the p-person driving the car?" I asked in a shaky voice.

Who would go through extreme lengths just to see me dead?

Do people hate me that much that they would try to run me over?

"Well the person who was driving the car was someone called Ryan Butler." She said and my eyes widened as I heard a loud gasp come from Jason and he squeezed my hand tighter.

Ryan Butler.

Jason's best friend tried to kill me with a car because he was told to by some unknown person to do it.

Was Jason involved in this?

Did he know that it was going to happen?

Does he want me dead as well?

Wait no, If that was the case he wouldn't have run out onto the road to save me, right?

Nearly every person hates me so they all want me dead and I have no clue who would want me dead that much that they would do it themselves.

Am I really that disliked?

Well of course I am that was a stupid question.

What if they try to kill me again?

If they want to do that I wont stop them because it will be better for everyone then, everyone can live in peace without having a waste of space on the earth breathing the same air that they do.

What have I done to deserve the life I'm living?

I mean yes my mum has money and I have anything I could ever want and more but I don't need any of that, I don't care about money or gadgets because at the end of the day you cant take it with you when you die.

What are you going to do bury all your stuff with you so you can have it with you when your dead?

I would rather be poor and respected with friends and family that don't turn their backs on me because I take a liking to boys, but whoever the person behind all this is I would like them to know that I am more than ready to die and that they would be doing me a huge favour and I don't think they realize that but oh well.

Wow I really am such a waste of space huh? I mentally chuckled.

I shook out of my thoughts and looked at my mum, "R-Ryan Butler?" Jason asked and I could tell he didn't know what to think right now, I mean that's his best friend and he was part of a plan to kill me but hit him instead.

I looked over at him and his face was scrunched up in confusion like he didn't believe it.

"Yes honey, why do you know him?" My mum asked curiously.

Jason slowly nodded, "He's my best friend." He whispered.

"My best friend tried to kill someone by running them over for someone else." He muttered more to himself as if he was trying to come up with an answer for something.

"He hit me instead but still sped up when he saw it was me instead of Justin." He mumbled and squeezed my hand.

"That's why he hasn't come to see me because he's in a jail cell."

While he was talking my mum was listening to him intently with a sympathetic look on her face.

"How could he do something like that?" He whispered in disbelief and then looked over at me.