Because of you..

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Trigger Warning. Please do not ask of this. Please. Do not bring this up. I need to vent for something that happened a year ago. I might even delete this later on. Trigger Warning. Read at your own risk.


I hate you.
I have many reasons to hate you..
But this is something I can never forgive you for
I hyperventilate..
I tense up..
I scare the person I'm with..
I make them panic..
Because of what you made me..

I froze
I didn't say yes

I didn't say no

I didn't say yes

Silence does not mean consent

Tears do not mean you keep going

Telling someone to suck it up is fucking heartless

I thought I was the issue..I mean..I made it look like I wanted it

But I didn't

And I didn't know how to say stop

I didn't say stop
I didn't say yes
I didn't say no
I didn't react
I froze

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