Scars, Suicide and Australians

Five Months Later

*five months later*

Anas POV

It has been five months since I left the tour. It ended last night, with their final performance in Sydney. As far as I know, Becky and Emily stayed on tour with the guys.

Becky and Luke are still together, and according to the news, Emily and Calum are now an item.

Luke B has a new girl - her name is Leanne. From what I've heard, she's a bitch.

She's the typical gold digger, with bleach blonde hair and humongous tits. In the pictures I've seen of her, the most clothing she wears is a boob tube and mini skirt.

Slut.

I haven't kept in contact with any of them, and to be honest, my self harm is worse. I kept my hair black but cut it so it just reaches past my boobs. I now have a typical 'emo fringe' and I dip-dyed the ends fire truck red.

My make up is exactly the same, and my clothes are the same.

My music taste has changed ever so slightly, I am now a big fan of We Are The In Crowd, Of Mice and Men, and We The Kings, all thanks to my new best friend, Austin Carlile.

I met him when I was at my worst point. We tried dating, but that really didn't work out, so we tried friendship and now I'm closer to him than I ever was with Becky.

Austin took me to Warped Tour, and I met some amazing guys I now call my closest friends.

I met All Time Low, Pierce The Veil, Sleeping With Sirens, Of Mice and Men, Black Veil Brides, Bring Me The Horizon, We The Kings and We Are The In Crowd.

I'm closest to Austin, Alex, Travis, Vic, Kellin, Andy, Tay and Oli.

Holy shit I've got awesome ass friends.

Obviously I miss Michael, Ashton, Luke, Calum, Beau, Luke, Jai, Skip and James, but honestly I can't remember my friendship with them.

I still sing, I often go onstage with the boys.

Right now I'm on tour with PTV, ATL and OM&M, and I love every second of it.