Scars, Suicide and Australians

Heartbreak Emily

Emily's POV (guys I can hear you gasping bc of my amazing ideas and plot twists)

'Hold you tight straight through to daylight, I'm right here, when you gonna realise that I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?'

My iPhone paused as the last song on my 5sos playlist came to a finish. I wish beyond compare that Calum Thomas Hood had written that about me. I haven't told anyone, not even Becky or Ana that I like Calum.

The are so many reasons I like him. His smile. His perfect white teeth in contrast to his tan skin. His smile lines by his eyes. His tattoos. His passion for music. His muscles. His hair. His amazing personality. Him.

How I wish that I could hold him. For the meanwhile, I'll just admire from afar. I just can't control myself. Every time he's near me suddenly my heart behind to race, and every time he leaves I don't know why my heart begins to break. It's such a sick obsession, and now he's got the best of me. Without him I'm a lost girl.

There's just a slight problem - I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me back, and that makes me feel that I'm trying too hard again.

a/n spot the 5sos references I'm laughing bYE