Scars, Suicide and Australians

Welcome To My Life

Disclaimer: song is Welcome To My Life by Simple Plan.

Ana's POV

"Why?" I asked Luke B.

"What do you mean?" He asked, smirking.

"Why after being my best friend, telling me you love me, would you date a slut and be a dick to me?"

"Things change, people move on. I realised after you'd gone that you're nothing more than a fat, ugly emo cutter and there was no point having a pathetic crush on you." He said, amused.

"I am ashamed to call you my brother. Pack up your things, and leave. We don't want you in the Janoskians anymore." Beau said form behind me.

I hadn't even heard him approach. I turned around and everyone was there.

"I can't believe you. My own twin. You disgust me." Jai snarled.

Becky and Emily slapped him. The rest of the boys just looked plain horrified. Michael and Skip came over and tried to comfort me, but I pushed them away.

"Come back when you aren't a dick." I said, spinning on my heel and walking off.

I climbed on the bus and walked over to my bunk, grabbing my phone and shoving my earphones in. Crawling under the covers, I scrolled through my music before finding the song I wanted.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place,

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you?

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you're screaming?

No, you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No, you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No, you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark