Scars, Suicide and Australians

Miserable At Best

Disclaimer: Song is I Miss You from pre-twerking Miley Cyrus and the quote at the end is from Miserable At Best by (surprise surprise) Mayday Parade.

*one month later*

Right now, I am touring on my own around the UK. Its only a short tour, two months, and I'm halfway through.

"Hey guys! Today I am singing a song which is dedicated to a very special someone in the crowd right now, who I miss so much." I said. As I was walking on stage earlier, I had spotted Becky.

Sha la la la la

Sha la la la la

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm living out my dream

Oh how I wish you could see

Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past

It's true that time is flying by too fast

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you

I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you.

"Thank you so much for listening to my shitty songs, I love you!" I said, blowing a kiss to the audience.

I walked slowly to the wings, and just as I reached the curtain I turned around and looked directly at Becky.

"I could live without you but, without you I'd be miserable at best."